I changed her name for obvious reasons. This i typed after being told that said person no longer wants me in her life, which happened about 1-2 hours ago. I'm posting this to vent. Mods feel free to move/delete if you feel I put it in the wrong section.
After i was there for you when you needed a friend, someone to desperately talk to, through your struggles finding a job (not unlike mine), being sexually assaulted at one job, going to a party and being raped after said party, and a couple drug overdoses, oh and lets not forget my ex being beat to death and dumped on your doorstep, and a couple of thugs breaking into your house the very next day to rob you, and i called the cops and pretty much SAVED you from being raped (again) and/or MURDERED?! and you tell me you no longer want me in your life and that you want nothing to do with me anymore? that was the most hurtful thing anyone has told me in about a year or two. i spent months of my life just... BEING there for you when you needed a shoulder to cry on. and you know what? it seems i wasted my time with you. but i do not wish any harm on you whatsoever, because that would mean i would be stooping down to YOUR level, and i am not going to do that, hun. may your actions bite you in the ass, VERY hard, and very soon. because you know what? the people you fuck over to support your meth and coke habit, like me, who were there for you when you needed a soul to cry on, will end up abandoning you when you need them most. no i will not accept you back into my life, you need to get over it. karma will come back and be the thing that makes ME feel better. you screwed me over, big time, and you wonder why i was so hard to trust you in the first place?
well, now you, and the entirety of the world, my friends on facebook, and anyone else they show this will know exactly why i have extremely suffocating trust issues with anyone. i'm sorry your life has led you down this path (EX-FRIEND NAME), and i honestly hope you change for the better before you screw over the wrong person and they actually beat you to death. and no, i will not come and visit you in the hospital, for you already ruined that chance with me.
After i was there for you when you needed a friend, someone to desperately talk to, through your struggles finding a job (not unlike mine), being sexually assaulted at one job, going to a party and being raped after said party, and a couple drug overdoses, oh and lets not forget my ex being beat to death and dumped on your doorstep, and a couple of thugs breaking into your house the very next day to rob you, and i called the cops and pretty much SAVED you from being raped (again) and/or MURDERED?! and you tell me you no longer want me in your life and that you want nothing to do with me anymore? that was the most hurtful thing anyone has told me in about a year or two. i spent months of my life just... BEING there for you when you needed a shoulder to cry on. and you know what? it seems i wasted my time with you. but i do not wish any harm on you whatsoever, because that would mean i would be stooping down to YOUR level, and i am not going to do that, hun. may your actions bite you in the ass, VERY hard, and very soon. because you know what? the people you fuck over to support your meth and coke habit, like me, who were there for you when you needed a soul to cry on, will end up abandoning you when you need them most. no i will not accept you back into my life, you need to get over it. karma will come back and be the thing that makes ME feel better. you screwed me over, big time, and you wonder why i was so hard to trust you in the first place?
well, now you, and the entirety of the world, my friends on facebook, and anyone else they show this will know exactly why i have extremely suffocating trust issues with anyone. i'm sorry your life has led you down this path (EX-FRIEND NAME), and i honestly hope you change for the better before you screw over the wrong person and they actually beat you to death. and no, i will not come and visit you in the hospital, for you already ruined that chance with me.
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