...for over a week, is it a sign that something is wrong with you, or the job?
See my earlier posts about the cold calling initiative we've been doing. I've barely made any calls this week, because my normal duties have gone in-f**king-sane. People turning things in to me three days late (on a 7 day schedule), doing redesigns on my projects without informing me, making last-minute changes DAYS after the art is supposed to be locked, etc. I literally have been dealing with this stuff every moment of the day for the last two weeks. Last week I got a few calls in, but only a handful this week. I'm now in trouble for it, because "this initiative is not optional."
Well, no shit, Sherlock! I don't assume ANYTHING at my job is optional! that's why I get paid to do it! But there's still only so many hours in a day: which other non-optional things should I drop in order to "carve out time"? I'm already at work a half hour early most days (and never less than 10 minutes early), I generally eat lunch at my desk, and there are other non-optional things that I MUST do that I haven't even looked at because there simply isn't time. By the time 5pm rolls around, I am too tired and stressed to put in any overtime: I don't think they want me making calls while I'm in tears, which I always am by that point.
It doesn't help that I'm bipolar with long-standing suicidal tendencies. My thoughts of late have been a lot darker than is safe for me, and I don't know how much longer I can fight it, but good grief, I don't want to come across as some sort of emotional weakling who can't handle her job! I don't know...am I just an EW who wants to be pampered at the job, or is my office just that bad?
See my earlier posts about the cold calling initiative we've been doing. I've barely made any calls this week, because my normal duties have gone in-f**king-sane. People turning things in to me three days late (on a 7 day schedule), doing redesigns on my projects without informing me, making last-minute changes DAYS after the art is supposed to be locked, etc. I literally have been dealing with this stuff every moment of the day for the last two weeks. Last week I got a few calls in, but only a handful this week. I'm now in trouble for it, because "this initiative is not optional."
Well, no shit, Sherlock! I don't assume ANYTHING at my job is optional! that's why I get paid to do it! But there's still only so many hours in a day: which other non-optional things should I drop in order to "carve out time"? I'm already at work a half hour early most days (and never less than 10 minutes early), I generally eat lunch at my desk, and there are other non-optional things that I MUST do that I haven't even looked at because there simply isn't time. By the time 5pm rolls around, I am too tired and stressed to put in any overtime: I don't think they want me making calls while I'm in tears, which I always am by that point.
It doesn't help that I'm bipolar with long-standing suicidal tendencies. My thoughts of late have been a lot darker than is safe for me, and I don't know how much longer I can fight it, but good grief, I don't want to come across as some sort of emotional weakling who can't handle her job! I don't know...am I just an EW who wants to be pampered at the job, or is my office just that bad?
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