I'm afraid there's been trouble in paradise already.
This guy is many times the world over better than the last. Everything the other wasn't. Has a job, a valid driver's license, no legal problems, no criminal record, has a future. Check check check. Good and good. This one is rather shy, sticks to himself (I wouldn't say antisocial because he has no problems meeting others, he's just really shy and quiet), and is more of a listener than a talker. Which is fine.
But...here comes the problem that is almost always the biggest problem with "Nice" guys. He is extremely overly sensitive, overly analytical over words, and is apparently very insecure.
I try not to judge too harshly, because I'm not perfect, and I have my own insecurities that I'll probably always have, and I've been known to be occasionally overly analytical myself, but I've never jeopardized perfectly fine relationships because of it. If something's going good, I try to not question it.
I noticed a problem right away about...a little over a month ago. I had taken a Wednesday night off of work, to have a day with him and then to have a long weekend (we work opposite shifts, I work during the week, he works weekends). I made a thread on Fratching about it, and probably confused a lot of people because I didn't provide details, most of it was because it was unfolding in the passing days and I was confused myself.
I made an off the wall comment while watching a TV show about something sexual that I like. Instead of saying anything, apparently, it struck a nerve with him and he didn't feel adequate over it. He also has moaned a lot over gaining a little weight (well, who hasn't?) and I mentioned buying that exercise bike he keeps saying he's going to buy. He took it as an insult, that I called him fat. When we were laying down getting ready to fall asleep, he had been playing with the elastic on my underwear, and I had said "Hey now.....don't be an ass." And I didn't even say it rudely. And he took it personally.
Now, after that paragraph, please note that I did not know that in those three instances I'd upset him.
He woke me up that next morning very early, told me he was sick, and was going to go home to sleep for work that night. I thought it odd, because he usually stayed an hour or so later, but went back to sleep and whatever.
Most evenings, we text each other when the one of us that has to work wakes up. I usually try to schedule my weekends so that I am around and able to text or talk, sometimes I can't, if I'm driving or with family or friends. But that Thursday night, I had already been to the gym and done my grocery shopping and was settling down to watch the first Packers game. The minutes passed and he didn't text me.
He finally texted me about 15 minutes before his shift was supposed to start. All it was was a simple "Morning." That was when I figured out there must have been something wrong and he was playing the silent treatment game with me, or that game where people want you to "realze" or "figure out" that they are pissed at you.
I tried to not give in or ask what was wrong. I don't like games, even though I was kinda playing it back to him, I wasn't about to give in. So I just tried a short conversation with him, only to be given one word responses via text.
It frustrated me enough that when he texted me on his break, I asked if anything was wrong, if he was still sick or whatnot. He said no. Ok. Nothing wrong, eh? So then I went back to trying to keep a conversation going, and I kept getting just one or few word replies.
Also note that this had been a particularly awesome pay period for us at work, we got our quarterly bonus, which wasn't huge but it sure went well along with overtime included, so I had made plans to actually get out that weekend and do more than just sit at home and play at the gym.
So that Friday, I was going to eat supper with my brother and go to the movies with him. I texted the bf that I'd be home to chat before he had to work, but I'd be out to dinner and a movie on his first break, so I wouldn't be able to talk with him until his lunch break. Now, I understand you can't always interpret the written word as gospel, but to me, these one worded replies seemed almost hurt and upset.
That Saturday, I was going to have a girls' night with one of my friends. Nothing wild or crazy, just two good friends going out for a couple drinks. Well, me, not her, she's pregnant. So yay, no need to worry about driving! I chatted with him before he went to work, and by the time it was his break time, I had just gotten picked up by my lady friend and we were on our way out.
He texted me and asked what I was up to. I said my friend just picked me up and we were going out. His response? "Have fun. Bye."
I was stupid and texted back "I have plenty of time to chat with you on your break, it's ok, you don't need to say goodbye." but I'm sure that's what he wanted and was trying to make me feel bad.
We usually hang out on Sunday afternoons before he goes to his last shift of the weekend. But, in his little tiff and silent treatment, he'd mentioned NOTHING about it, so I slept in and just went to my parents' house, and he barely spoke to me that night.
I finally had it and texted him that I knew something was wrong and I was tired of being given the silent treatment, the "I'm mad at you and am waiting for you to ask me why" game.
He said that I called him an asshole with the underwear thing. No, I didn't. That I thought he wasn't good enough at sex. No, I didn't. That I called him fat and that he needs to go buy exercise equipment. No, I didn't. And I "ditched" him on Sunday. No, I didn't.
It took a few days, but we worked it out. I told him I didn't appreciate that game he played with me, from now on, tell me if there's a problem. That he had no reason to be insecure. That I can't ALWAYS be there to talk when he wants to. That even though he's always there when I get up and ready for work, I go by a different weekend schedule and can't promise him that. And it's just how it's going to be. I will make every effort to be around to talk, but I still have family and friends I want to see. He seemed alright with it. Apologized, said he was used to being by himself and his problems being his own, and he was sorry he didn't let me know what was wrong.
Then today. He accused me of being "bored" with him. Because I didn't want to make my laundry wait and be late getting home today to spend a few hours with him. We didn't plan on it, so I'd already had my Friday plans of the gym and a nap, then cooking and cleaning. It wasn't a personal thing, he had only told me Thursday. I suppose because if I randomly ask him if he wants to pick me up for lunch break and he happily obliges, that must mean I have to drop anything I'm doing when he wants to hang out. Also, because I couldn't instantly think of a day for him to take off for us to hang together, and I know he was upset with me last Sunday because I told him NOT to call in sick just to see me, because I had plans with my family until later in the evening anyway.
So anyway, I had told him to quit worrying about me not being happy and being bored. Everything is fine. I said he needed to be more secure and confident in himself and us.
And he did not text me back for nearly an hour. And then he said "I don't know what to say. Talk to you later."
We chatted somewhat normal this evening, but I fell asleep because it was a VERY long week and I hurt myself at work the other night and I've had an unusual evening, was able to cook but not clean because of one of my arms and that side of my back hurting. So I wasn't able to text him on breaks. I'm not sure if he's upset or not. I guess I will find out tomorrow, if we go back to one worded responses.
I don't even know why guys like him are so damn insecure, so damn sensitive, and so easily offended or overly analytical. It's driving me bananas.
I WANT this to work. But if he continues being an emotional vampire like this, I'm not sure what to do.
Before anyone jumps gun, I am NOT going to just drop him, he does not try to control me, he just apparently doesn't realize or happily accept that I don't sit at home and do nothing every day off like he does. I am usually always home when I'm off work (except the gym), but when I have money and friends call me up, I DO want to do stuff. Especially with my brother. And I get the feeling he thinks I purposely schedule it that way.....I don't. It's my only time off.
This guy is many times the world over better than the last. Everything the other wasn't. Has a job, a valid driver's license, no legal problems, no criminal record, has a future. Check check check. Good and good. This one is rather shy, sticks to himself (I wouldn't say antisocial because he has no problems meeting others, he's just really shy and quiet), and is more of a listener than a talker. Which is fine.
But...here comes the problem that is almost always the biggest problem with "Nice" guys. He is extremely overly sensitive, overly analytical over words, and is apparently very insecure.
I try not to judge too harshly, because I'm not perfect, and I have my own insecurities that I'll probably always have, and I've been known to be occasionally overly analytical myself, but I've never jeopardized perfectly fine relationships because of it. If something's going good, I try to not question it.
I noticed a problem right away about...a little over a month ago. I had taken a Wednesday night off of work, to have a day with him and then to have a long weekend (we work opposite shifts, I work during the week, he works weekends). I made a thread on Fratching about it, and probably confused a lot of people because I didn't provide details, most of it was because it was unfolding in the passing days and I was confused myself.
I made an off the wall comment while watching a TV show about something sexual that I like. Instead of saying anything, apparently, it struck a nerve with him and he didn't feel adequate over it. He also has moaned a lot over gaining a little weight (well, who hasn't?) and I mentioned buying that exercise bike he keeps saying he's going to buy. He took it as an insult, that I called him fat. When we were laying down getting ready to fall asleep, he had been playing with the elastic on my underwear, and I had said "Hey now.....don't be an ass." And I didn't even say it rudely. And he took it personally.
Now, after that paragraph, please note that I did not know that in those three instances I'd upset him.
He woke me up that next morning very early, told me he was sick, and was going to go home to sleep for work that night. I thought it odd, because he usually stayed an hour or so later, but went back to sleep and whatever.
Most evenings, we text each other when the one of us that has to work wakes up. I usually try to schedule my weekends so that I am around and able to text or talk, sometimes I can't, if I'm driving or with family or friends. But that Thursday night, I had already been to the gym and done my grocery shopping and was settling down to watch the first Packers game. The minutes passed and he didn't text me.
He finally texted me about 15 minutes before his shift was supposed to start. All it was was a simple "Morning." That was when I figured out there must have been something wrong and he was playing the silent treatment game with me, or that game where people want you to "realze" or "figure out" that they are pissed at you.
I tried to not give in or ask what was wrong. I don't like games, even though I was kinda playing it back to him, I wasn't about to give in. So I just tried a short conversation with him, only to be given one word responses via text.
It frustrated me enough that when he texted me on his break, I asked if anything was wrong, if he was still sick or whatnot. He said no. Ok. Nothing wrong, eh? So then I went back to trying to keep a conversation going, and I kept getting just one or few word replies.
Also note that this had been a particularly awesome pay period for us at work, we got our quarterly bonus, which wasn't huge but it sure went well along with overtime included, so I had made plans to actually get out that weekend and do more than just sit at home and play at the gym.
So that Friday, I was going to eat supper with my brother and go to the movies with him. I texted the bf that I'd be home to chat before he had to work, but I'd be out to dinner and a movie on his first break, so I wouldn't be able to talk with him until his lunch break. Now, I understand you can't always interpret the written word as gospel, but to me, these one worded replies seemed almost hurt and upset.
That Saturday, I was going to have a girls' night with one of my friends. Nothing wild or crazy, just two good friends going out for a couple drinks. Well, me, not her, she's pregnant. So yay, no need to worry about driving! I chatted with him before he went to work, and by the time it was his break time, I had just gotten picked up by my lady friend and we were on our way out.
He texted me and asked what I was up to. I said my friend just picked me up and we were going out. His response? "Have fun. Bye."
I was stupid and texted back "I have plenty of time to chat with you on your break, it's ok, you don't need to say goodbye." but I'm sure that's what he wanted and was trying to make me feel bad.
We usually hang out on Sunday afternoons before he goes to his last shift of the weekend. But, in his little tiff and silent treatment, he'd mentioned NOTHING about it, so I slept in and just went to my parents' house, and he barely spoke to me that night.
I finally had it and texted him that I knew something was wrong and I was tired of being given the silent treatment, the "I'm mad at you and am waiting for you to ask me why" game.
He said that I called him an asshole with the underwear thing. No, I didn't. That I thought he wasn't good enough at sex. No, I didn't. That I called him fat and that he needs to go buy exercise equipment. No, I didn't. And I "ditched" him on Sunday. No, I didn't.
It took a few days, but we worked it out. I told him I didn't appreciate that game he played with me, from now on, tell me if there's a problem. That he had no reason to be insecure. That I can't ALWAYS be there to talk when he wants to. That even though he's always there when I get up and ready for work, I go by a different weekend schedule and can't promise him that. And it's just how it's going to be. I will make every effort to be around to talk, but I still have family and friends I want to see. He seemed alright with it. Apologized, said he was used to being by himself and his problems being his own, and he was sorry he didn't let me know what was wrong.
Then today. He accused me of being "bored" with him. Because I didn't want to make my laundry wait and be late getting home today to spend a few hours with him. We didn't plan on it, so I'd already had my Friday plans of the gym and a nap, then cooking and cleaning. It wasn't a personal thing, he had only told me Thursday. I suppose because if I randomly ask him if he wants to pick me up for lunch break and he happily obliges, that must mean I have to drop anything I'm doing when he wants to hang out. Also, because I couldn't instantly think of a day for him to take off for us to hang together, and I know he was upset with me last Sunday because I told him NOT to call in sick just to see me, because I had plans with my family until later in the evening anyway.
So anyway, I had told him to quit worrying about me not being happy and being bored. Everything is fine. I said he needed to be more secure and confident in himself and us.
And he did not text me back for nearly an hour. And then he said "I don't know what to say. Talk to you later."
We chatted somewhat normal this evening, but I fell asleep because it was a VERY long week and I hurt myself at work the other night and I've had an unusual evening, was able to cook but not clean because of one of my arms and that side of my back hurting. So I wasn't able to text him on breaks. I'm not sure if he's upset or not. I guess I will find out tomorrow, if we go back to one worded responses.
I don't even know why guys like him are so damn insecure, so damn sensitive, and so easily offended or overly analytical. It's driving me bananas.
I WANT this to work. But if he continues being an emotional vampire like this, I'm not sure what to do.
Before anyone jumps gun, I am NOT going to just drop him, he does not try to control me, he just apparently doesn't realize or happily accept that I don't sit at home and do nothing every day off like he does. I am usually always home when I'm off work (except the gym), but when I have money and friends call me up, I DO want to do stuff. Especially with my brother. And I get the feeling he thinks I purposely schedule it that way.....I don't. It's my only time off.
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