Some of you guys know that I was raised by abusive parents. I was constantly told that I was worthless, stupid, ugly and I ruined thier lives. I used to hear "Why don't you make everyone happy and just kill yourself?" on a daily basis.
I'm still a bit confused that I'm still alive, to be honest.
I just wanted to say a huge thank you to the people here. You guys and gals have been so welcoming and friendly towards me. I've never seen so many nice people in one place before.
The sorry is because I'm still in the process of "fixing things", and sometimes I just try to avoid people, because I believe that by just being around, I cause other people pain. Also I cry a whole lot.
I wish I could just snap my fingers and make my brain work normally, but I know it's a long process in changing how I think. I just wanted to express my gratitude to the people here for being so loving and supportive.
I'm still a bit confused that I'm still alive, to be honest.
I just wanted to say a huge thank you to the people here. You guys and gals have been so welcoming and friendly towards me. I've never seen so many nice people in one place before.
The sorry is because I'm still in the process of "fixing things", and sometimes I just try to avoid people, because I believe that by just being around, I cause other people pain. Also I cry a whole lot.
I wish I could just snap my fingers and make my brain work normally, but I know it's a long process in changing how I think. I just wanted to express my gratitude to the people here for being so loving and supportive.
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