f*ck, f*ck, f*ck

[BlaqueKatt]

so here I am alone(hubs is in chicago for a week-work stuff), already feeling bad because no one wants to do anything/talk to me/return my texts/come hang out, and I find out one of my close friends/protectors from a while back(grew up lost contact, always thought, "i'll find him soon, I've got time), was just found dead.

So I'm here, bawling my eyes out on a cat, because I have literally no one left to call(I've called everyone I have numbers for, getting VM or a message saying the call was rejected), trying to keep it together because, there's no one to come sit with me so I don't lose it totally. FML!

[PawnPrincess Ardra]

I'm so sorry, BK :-( if I wasn't so far away, I'd come hang out with you!

[csquared]

While I am sure that you would prefer your Hubs, we are always here for you. If you need someone to talk to, I would will lend an ear.

I would like to hear about your friend. Unless it would upset you, please tell us about him.

[Teysa]

*hugs* I'm available to provide a listening ear too. Feel free to PM me for my phone number or Facebook info if you need to talk.

[BlaqueKatt]

thanks, guys but I'm in the "don't want to talk(not really able to, can't stop crying), someone just hold me while I cry" stage, and no one really seems to want to, except my now very damp cat, which she's trying, but not being very successful.

[Teysa]

That's perfectly understandable. My offer still stands if you want to talk later.

[RootedPhoenix]

*hugs* I hate it when the world vanishes. Boooo on them. I'm glad your kitty is there, though.

*more hugs + some cookies*

[Gizmo]

(((hugs)))

[Akasa]

I'm sorry for your loss. /hugs

[Dilorenzo]

All I can offer is condolences, BK. I hope the week passes quickly so your hubs can get back to you.

[FuzzyKitten99]

Check your PM's for some support. :-)