I've been so stressed about this that I didn't even tell my family that I had my first real flight lesson today, with a certified instructor. I have always, always wanted to work in aviation, preferably in the front seat of the airplane... but I was sort of on a flight that crashed, a number of years back, and I've been a bit nervous ever since. Kind of makes that career goal a little tricky. I've been working on it but as of April, my fear level was still unacceptably high, even for a passenger.
So this morning's lesson was really more an evaluation, to decide if it's worth it to admit me into the program and let me try for a very expensive, very difficult career path. I would be the oldest student, and the only woman in the program. And since my sister's an airline pilot, there's a bit of a pride thing, too. Make-or-break day in so many ways. And I had to do this with none other than the guy in charge of the program.
For my lesson/evaluation, he had me perform the "final exam" stuff you have to do to get a private pilot certificate. He wanted to see if I could even handle the challenge of learning how to fly, and if so, what skills would be the hardest. Good plan, right? Except for one small thing that nobody expected.
I nailed it. Calmly.
Now comes the actual hard part, of course, where I decide how much student loan I can reasonably pay off, and figure out how to get funding. I'm glad I'm leaving tomorrow to spend a month with my sister, so I'm forced to think and rethink before I can act on any decisions. But it feels so, so good to know that not only am I capable of doing this, but now I have the head of the department clamoring to get me fast-tracked. Anyway, that's all. I always share the sucky parts of life... thought it only fair that I share this news, too, to balance it out!
So this morning's lesson was really more an evaluation, to decide if it's worth it to admit me into the program and let me try for a very expensive, very difficult career path. I would be the oldest student, and the only woman in the program. And since my sister's an airline pilot, there's a bit of a pride thing, too. Make-or-break day in so many ways. And I had to do this with none other than the guy in charge of the program.
For my lesson/evaluation, he had me perform the "final exam" stuff you have to do to get a private pilot certificate. He wanted to see if I could even handle the challenge of learning how to fly, and if so, what skills would be the hardest. Good plan, right? Except for one small thing that nobody expected.
I nailed it. Calmly.
Now comes the actual hard part, of course, where I decide how much student loan I can reasonably pay off, and figure out how to get funding. I'm glad I'm leaving tomorrow to spend a month with my sister, so I'm forced to think and rethink before I can act on any decisions. But it feels so, so good to know that not only am I capable of doing this, but now I have the head of the department clamoring to get me fast-tracked. Anyway, that's all. I always share the sucky parts of life... thought it only fair that I share this news, too, to balance it out!
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