Don't worry Smiley, it wasn't too blunt. That's why I don't want to do anything stupid. I don't want to hurt my parents like that. I love them too much to hurt them, and it would kill them financially too they could never afford to bury me.
I'm trying to get back into my art today, I've been beating myself up this weekend about it. I want to get a new lens too but I'm working on how to afford it.
I'm slowly working on talking to my parents, I hate upsetting them and this really does. It's hard after spending so many years acting like everything is fine then explaining to the people you care about that you've been hurting so bad for years and they never knew. I did it before when I was in high school and that was so awful to do. Doing it again hurts just as bad.
See Plaidy, haven't I said that too? I would cry if you were gone.
I'm trying to get back into my art today, I've been beating myself up this weekend about it. I want to get a new lens too but I'm working on how to afford it.
I'm slowly working on talking to my parents, I hate upsetting them and this really does. It's hard after spending so many years acting like everything is fine then explaining to the people you care about that you've been hurting so bad for years and they never knew. I did it before when I was in high school and that was so awful to do. Doing it again hurts just as bad.
Quoth ArcticChicken
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