Not looking for advice, just whining.
My wonderful myotherapist is healthy again - she'd had to stop practicing due to them finding a tumour in her brain. Fortunately, it wasn't malignant - they could do some delicate surgery, give her a titanium plate to replace part of her skull, and a few weeks of physiotherapy while her brain moved itself back into place.
She looks a LOT healthier now, actually: in retrospect, it's obvious she had been sick and noone knew it.
ANNNYWAY: how this affects me....
She's back working on me. After months of me not being worked on. And it HURTS! And she's releasing toxins, which means that for days after she works on me, I feel SICK.
And I KNOW it'll make me better in the long run. I know - from personal experience - that it helps, and that after a few months with her my body will be much freer, and I'll be able to walk better and move better and the worst of the toxins will be released and so on and so forth.
But right now, I just want to CRY and SCREAM and hit things and throw one hell of a tantrum!
Cause it fucking hurts.
My wonderful myotherapist is healthy again - she'd had to stop practicing due to them finding a tumour in her brain. Fortunately, it wasn't malignant - they could do some delicate surgery, give her a titanium plate to replace part of her skull, and a few weeks of physiotherapy while her brain moved itself back into place.
She looks a LOT healthier now, actually: in retrospect, it's obvious she had been sick and noone knew it.
ANNNYWAY: how this affects me....
She's back working on me. After months of me not being worked on. And it HURTS! And she's releasing toxins, which means that for days after she works on me, I feel SICK.
And I KNOW it'll make me better in the long run. I know - from personal experience - that it helps, and that after a few months with her my body will be much freer, and I'll be able to walk better and move better and the worst of the toxins will be released and so on and so forth.
But right now, I just want to CRY and SCREAM and hit things and throw one hell of a tantrum!
Cause it fucking hurts.
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