Hey folks,
As you know, my mother died recently, and went down to KY this past Sunday for the viewing and funeral the next day. I was a complete wreck at the viewing, and could only make it up to view her once with a lot of help from mom's sis-in-law. After that, I stayed towards the back shaking hands with and getting hugs from people I never knew, as I couldn't bear to go back and see her as she was in the casket. The funeral was a cakewalk emotionally compared to the viewing.
After this I came home to find a notice from the landlord saying my mom had until 8/17 to vacate because of an unathorized tenant (me), and an infestation problem I'd rather not get into.
So the last couple of days have been an even bigger emotional roller coaster, which I never imagined was possible, and because of this, my anxiety problem has become very much worse, and depressed even worse also. At times, my self-esteem is almost non-existent, even before all this happened. It's bad enough to the point that my sister helped me find a mental health resource that can help me (hopefully) get hooked up with the help I need, plus hopefully housing and disability applying assistance, as since I've moved in with my mom, I've been depressed and haven't worked since then.
The bad part is my physical appointment is in two weeks, when in another two weeks after that I have to be out before the eviction process starts, and once that does it'll be fast. (A lot of eviction cases in Hamilton county are expedited, and can go through in two-three weeks after the complaint is filed.)
If this doesn't go through, then I don't know what will happen. FML.
As you know, my mother died recently, and went down to KY this past Sunday for the viewing and funeral the next day. I was a complete wreck at the viewing, and could only make it up to view her once with a lot of help from mom's sis-in-law. After that, I stayed towards the back shaking hands with and getting hugs from people I never knew, as I couldn't bear to go back and see her as she was in the casket. The funeral was a cakewalk emotionally compared to the viewing.
After this I came home to find a notice from the landlord saying my mom had until 8/17 to vacate because of an unathorized tenant (me), and an infestation problem I'd rather not get into.
So the last couple of days have been an even bigger emotional roller coaster, which I never imagined was possible, and because of this, my anxiety problem has become very much worse, and depressed even worse also. At times, my self-esteem is almost non-existent, even before all this happened. It's bad enough to the point that my sister helped me find a mental health resource that can help me (hopefully) get hooked up with the help I need, plus hopefully housing and disability applying assistance, as since I've moved in with my mom, I've been depressed and haven't worked since then.
The bad part is my physical appointment is in two weeks, when in another two weeks after that I have to be out before the eviction process starts, and once that does it'll be fast. (A lot of eviction cases in Hamilton county are expedited, and can go through in two-three weeks after the complaint is filed.)
If this doesn't go through, then I don't know what will happen. FML.
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