let me start by saying that i'm sorry for the rantiness that is to follow, but i need to get some things off my chest, and don't know who else to say it to. i know i should be talking to my wife or my family or both, but i'm just not sure how.
i've been sick for the last year and a half. abdominal pain, nausea, vomiting, almost daily. i don't know what's wrong. half a dozen doctors haven't been able to figure it out. i went yesterday to another who finally listened to me and checked out my gall bladder. this morning i went in for an ultrasound. i'm waiting for test results now. i'm hoping for an answer, but i'm afraid that again there won't be one. if there isn't i don't know how i'm going to face getting up every day sick and in pain that won't end. it's everything i can do as it is just to get out of bed in the morning and go to work and school. i feel like i cant do it. i try to suck it up and soldier through, because i know i have people that count on me, but the pressure is getting overwhelming. i feel like shit, physically, emotionally, mentally. i feel like i need to get away, but there's nowhere to go to.
rant over, for now.
i've been sick for the last year and a half. abdominal pain, nausea, vomiting, almost daily. i don't know what's wrong. half a dozen doctors haven't been able to figure it out. i went yesterday to another who finally listened to me and checked out my gall bladder. this morning i went in for an ultrasound. i'm waiting for test results now. i'm hoping for an answer, but i'm afraid that again there won't be one. if there isn't i don't know how i'm going to face getting up every day sick and in pain that won't end. it's everything i can do as it is just to get out of bed in the morning and go to work and school. i feel like i cant do it. i try to suck it up and soldier through, because i know i have people that count on me, but the pressure is getting overwhelming. i feel like shit, physically, emotionally, mentally. i feel like i need to get away, but there's nowhere to go to.
rant over, for now.
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