The past couple of days, I have been wondering just why I'm here. So many losses, and hardly any gains. I'm now facing the payment of the rent in a couple of days, and I don't have it. As in, there is no money in my bank account.
I do have some money from working for my friends, but it won't cover the rent. Not to mention the money I've borrowed to pay the rent earlier this year. The depression hit hard. I've been thinking over and over and over about where I am, where I wanted to be, and the enormous distance between the two. I've used so many different approaches to work on myself, and I feel that they've all led to a dead end.
I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm having very serious thoughts about taking very drastic action.
I do have some money from working for my friends, but it won't cover the rent. Not to mention the money I've borrowed to pay the rent earlier this year. The depression hit hard. I've been thinking over and over and over about where I am, where I wanted to be, and the enormous distance between the two. I've used so many different approaches to work on myself, and I feel that they've all led to a dead end.
I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm having very serious thoughts about taking very drastic action.
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