Thank you and I'm sorry

[Kanalah]

I guess I'm off for a while. I'm tired and sad and just want to sit and cry.

[Der Cute]

I'm sorry you're feeling down. use our advice on how to pick it up a bit, and we're here when you're ready.
Bun-bun now has a field full of clover, a great furnished den, and so much space without predators it's silly!

[Kanalah]

I've been trying my best here.

Very few people know that hubs is out of town this week. He comes back tomorrow.

He's my world and he keeps me grounded and makes sure that I relax.

This week I haven't been able to eat or sleep. I am so worn down it's not even funny. I'm so stressed out that my hair is falling out. I desperately want to take a hot bath, but I know I'll fall asleep in there and drown. And now I need to make sure that my kids are getting their pj's on. It takes 45 minutes to an hour of screaming to get them in bed because they only listen to daddy and not me.

I want to sleep for a week, and I have a show on Saturday that's in a town an hour away.

[Dasota]

*Many Hugs Kana*

Feel free to poke me here or on FB. You're never a bother.

[DGoddessChardonnay]

Kanalah, please hang in there . . . you've been doing so well so far.

We all have slumps . . . but things don't stay that way forever. They have a way of looking up.

If you need a break, we understand that. But also remember, you have friends here who care about you. We want to know you're okay and we want you to keep posting.

We are family here at CS and you are as an important part of that family as any of us.

[Kanalah]

I think today I just need to sit and cry.

Both kids are being brats, and hubs thinks it's funny that they're disrespectful towards me.

[PawnPrincess Ardra]

I don't know you (or anyone on the boards) well, Kanalah, but I'd sit with you if I could. Sometimes crying helps, I'm sorry you're having such a rough go of it. If you'd like to vent at all, please feel free to pm me. I don't know if that would help, but if you think it would, please feel free.

[Seraph]

Quoth Kanalah

I think today I just need to sit and cry.

Both kids are being brats, and hubs thinks it's funny that they're disrespectful towards me.

Talk to hubs about it, I know its rough, but you've gotta keep your sanity somehow. <big hugs>

[Mytical]

*hugs Kanalah* Wish I could help in some way. If you were close I'd offer to sit, but since I am of old school discipline most won't take me up on that

[Kanalah]

Ugh.

I hate my stupid brain. I hate that if I want help with housework that I have to yell and scream, and then I feel terrible for asking for help. I don't want to ask for help anymore, I'd prefer to work myself to death.

It sucks waking up every morning and thinking that because I'm too much of a coward to end it, that I'm making all these other people suffer. Then I work my butt off to get stuff done so that I don't get thrown away.

Hubs insulted my cooking last night, so I'm not cooking tonight. I have to get the rest of the house cleaned up and then I'm going to get more work done and go sleep on the couch.