I've felt "off" for a couple days, got smacked upside the head with a nasty chest cold that I'm recovering from. However. Tuesday I started getting palpitations. Something like "BOOMBOOMBOOM PAUSE SKIP BOOM BOOMBOOMBOOM BOOM BOOM PAUSE SKIP BOOM PAUSE BOOM BOOM SKIP PAUSE". They would disappear, but since then they're getting worse. They worsen when I relax and it hurts. A deep uncomfortable ache.
This would cause anyone to freak out normally, but I have family history of congestive heart failure. Dad has it and I can't. Stop. Freaking. Out and making it worse and I want sleep but I'm scared to and it's turning into a whole negative feedback loop. Dad isn't helping me any by saying "Oh yes, I had that, oh that? Yeah, that too. Here, love, let me test your pulse *check* oh my god."
Jesus fucking Christ i'm too young for this shit and I'm scared shitless and how do I pay the $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ and it hurts and *pant gasp wheeze*
Hospital first thing tomorrow.
ETA: Hello from the beautiful waiting room of Local Hospital. Couldn't sleep, everything was getting worse, so here I am.
This would cause anyone to freak out normally, but I have family history of congestive heart failure. Dad has it and I can't. Stop. Freaking. Out and making it worse and I want sleep but I'm scared to and it's turning into a whole negative feedback loop. Dad isn't helping me any by saying "Oh yes, I had that, oh that? Yeah, that too. Here, love, let me test your pulse *check* oh my god."
Jesus fucking Christ i'm too young for this shit and I'm scared shitless and how do I pay the $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ and it hurts and *pant gasp wheeze*
ETA: Hello from the beautiful waiting room of Local Hospital. Couldn't sleep, everything was getting worse, so here I am.
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