Have to write about it. D: I know, I'm whinging. But this is yet another reminder of why I don't wanna live here anymore, and yet another impetus to gtfo >>~
So I've had a migraine for 3 days. It's actually been kinda nice, because my aunt leaves me alone. I know that I'm paying rent by helping her clean, but...she's a hoarder... >.> It gets tiring as shit very fast.
Oh, and short background: I've been cutting since I was 14. I haven't cut now since 2009. My parents found out [again] in 2008, didn't do jack shit. However, I don't know if my mom ever told my aunt about it. I'm really hoping not at this point.
Anyways. She wanted to talk to me today so I dragged myself outta my room with my sunglasses on 'cause the lights in her room are bright as fuck. And she said something about how I'd hung my towel up [cuz obviously I can't even do that right xP], and then was like "I don't care what you do in the bathroom." Ok...
"But don't cut yourself." And why must I not do that, I wonder?
"Because it will get blood on the rug and blood is hard to get out."
What the...what the fuck? First of all, where the fuck did THAT example come from? And secondly...your first concern is for the goddamned RUG?
I hate that this is my best option for housing right now. >.>
So I've had a migraine for 3 days. It's actually been kinda nice, because my aunt leaves me alone. I know that I'm paying rent by helping her clean, but...she's a hoarder... >.> It gets tiring as shit very fast.
Oh, and short background: I've been cutting since I was 14. I haven't cut now since 2009. My parents found out [again] in 2008, didn't do jack shit. However, I don't know if my mom ever told my aunt about it. I'm really hoping not at this point.
Anyways. She wanted to talk to me today so I dragged myself outta my room with my sunglasses on 'cause the lights in her room are bright as fuck. And she said something about how I'd hung my towel up [cuz obviously I can't even do that right xP], and then was like "I don't care what you do in the bathroom." Ok...
"But don't cut yourself." And why must I not do that, I wonder?
"Because it will get blood on the rug and blood is hard to get out."
What the...what the fuck? First of all, where the fuck did THAT example come from? And secondly...your first concern is for the goddamned RUG?
I hate that this is my best option for housing right now. >.>
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