I haven't been on here much anymore. Long story. For those of you who I corresponded with, it was nice to have talked - albeit online - with you.
I wanted to say goodbye for good. I wish you all well.
If I have only one piece of advice that I would give, it's this: Do what you really want to do, while you still can do it, no matter how crazy or pie-in-the-sky it seems. Don't listen to other people that try to shoot you down. I think that's my biggest regret in life. I never did what I really wanted, and now I never will get to. And stand up for yourself, too, if you get bullied. I never did, and my entire life was affected for the worse because of it.
Don't be like me. Don't let other people push you around and control your life and punish you because you don't fit some "correct" life script. My life is a waste because I spent too much time doing what I thought I was supposed to do and what others wanted me to do.
But since I'm about to lose everything, in a way, I guess I don't really care anymore. I'm too tired to fight on and this was the final blow that did it. At some point, you have to ask yourself, is it worth it to get back up again. For what? To struggle some more? To get kicked in the face some more? For me, it's not worth it anymore. I have officially reached my ending point.
(And no, I don't mean suicide. I have things to do before I die.)
Take care, everyone.
I wanted to say goodbye for good. I wish you all well.
If I have only one piece of advice that I would give, it's this: Do what you really want to do, while you still can do it, no matter how crazy or pie-in-the-sky it seems. Don't listen to other people that try to shoot you down. I think that's my biggest regret in life. I never did what I really wanted, and now I never will get to. And stand up for yourself, too, if you get bullied. I never did, and my entire life was affected for the worse because of it.
Don't be like me. Don't let other people push you around and control your life and punish you because you don't fit some "correct" life script. My life is a waste because I spent too much time doing what I thought I was supposed to do and what others wanted me to do.
But since I'm about to lose everything, in a way, I guess I don't really care anymore. I'm too tired to fight on and this was the final blow that did it. At some point, you have to ask yourself, is it worth it to get back up again. For what? To struggle some more? To get kicked in the face some more? For me, it's not worth it anymore. I have officially reached my ending point.
(And no, I don't mean suicide. I have things to do before I die.)
Take care, everyone.
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