"Help me make it through the night..."
Today is...well, it's one of those days when I can't seem to convince myself that I have any value to the world. My counseling session tonight probed a very painful area of my life, and I don't know why it hurts, or why I don't want to think about anything near that. Add to that the fact that I find it damn near impossible to ask for help, and the fact that when I do toss a hint out, most people miss it.
So tonight I'm feeling battered, tired of fighting for sanity, and invisible.
Just need to rant a little, and shamelessly beg for attention, because I feel like I'm going crazy.
Today is...well, it's one of those days when I can't seem to convince myself that I have any value to the world. My counseling session tonight probed a very painful area of my life, and I don't know why it hurts, or why I don't want to think about anything near that. Add to that the fact that I find it damn near impossible to ask for help, and the fact that when I do toss a hint out, most people miss it.
So tonight I'm feeling battered, tired of fighting for sanity, and invisible.
Just need to rant a little, and shamelessly beg for attention, because I feel like I'm going crazy.
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