Misanthropical
01-18-2008, 04:20 AM
I have had it! No more! I try to go out of my way for people, be kind and caring and helping when I can. No more, it's done. The world wins, I will just be a heartless bitch from now on.
The last straw was my coworkers, who I had thought of as friends, but when I needed help, they couldn't be bothered.
Since my kindness seems to be seen as a weakness (or low self esteem, as the
one female coworker told my husband at the party) I will not be bothered to be nice anymore.
Only those who have shown they deserve it will ever get kindness or a helping hand from me. The rest of the world can go right to hell. I'm much too busy with counting the fibers in my carpet to help them.
I can forgive the lady who was giving me rides, for not calling, because of what she is going through right now. She even offered me my money back, because she is a sweet person.
The rest can forget it. I'm done with trying to do my best to stand by people who bail when I need them, but have no qualms with coming to me to help them.
Okay, I'm done ranting now.
The last straw was my coworkers, who I had thought of as friends, but when I needed help, they couldn't be bothered.
Since my kindness seems to be seen as a weakness (or low self esteem, as the
one female coworker told my husband at the party) I will not be bothered to be nice anymore.
Only those who have shown they deserve it will ever get kindness or a helping hand from me. The rest of the world can go right to hell. I'm much too busy with counting the fibers in my carpet to help them.
I can forgive the lady who was giving me rides, for not calling, because of what she is going through right now. She even offered me my money back, because she is a sweet person.
The rest can forget it. I'm done with trying to do my best to stand by people who bail when I need them, but have no qualms with coming to me to help them.
Okay, I'm done ranting now.