of High School.
Tomorrow, I go with my Honors English class to breakfast and go to school at 1 for graduation practice. Then between 3 and 4, my dad will get here. When my sister gets home from school, I have to help her get ready for her dance. Then around 6, I have to go pick Plaidman up from the bus station.
How do I feel about this? Well, I am happy,sad,excited,scared, and accomplished. I'm happy because I am onto the next big phase in my life. I'm sad because I became familiar with everything and everyone and made tons of friends and memories. I'm excited and scared because I have no idea what hte future holds for me. I feel accomplished because I broke a vicious cycle in my family. My family has a tendency to become pregnant or get a girl pregnant before graduating. Then they have to abandon all hopes of going to college and their dreams that they were more than capable of doing. That isn't me. On Saturday, when I look up at the stands, I will see my friends, my mom,my sister,my grandparents,my aunts,and my cousins. I won't be looking up to wave to a child nor will I feel a kick in my womb.
So, for today, I made a s'more cake for the class I student aide for. I'm packing tissues because I already started crying last night.
Tomorrow, I go with my Honors English class to breakfast and go to school at 1 for graduation practice. Then between 3 and 4, my dad will get here. When my sister gets home from school, I have to help her get ready for her dance. Then around 6, I have to go pick Plaidman up from the bus station.
How do I feel about this? Well, I am happy,sad,excited,scared, and accomplished. I'm happy because I am onto the next big phase in my life. I'm sad because I became familiar with everything and everyone and made tons of friends and memories. I'm excited and scared because I have no idea what hte future holds for me. I feel accomplished because I broke a vicious cycle in my family. My family has a tendency to become pregnant or get a girl pregnant before graduating. Then they have to abandon all hopes of going to college and their dreams that they were more than capable of doing. That isn't me. On Saturday, when I look up at the stands, I will see my friends, my mom,my sister,my grandparents,my aunts,and my cousins. I won't be looking up to wave to a child nor will I feel a kick in my womb.
So, for today, I made a s'more cake for the class I student aide for. I'm packing tissues because I already started crying last night.


on your graduation.


But I, for one, WAS waving to a child in the stands..which made me even more determined to do more when I graduated that day. 



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