Here we go again...

[lupo pazzesco]

So, if some of you will recall, back in March I posted about losing my grandfather, and how one of my uncles was hospitalized with a broken neck after a car accident. He's doing better, but today, I got yet another phone call.

One of my other uncle's is in the hospital. They don't predict he'll make it through tonight.

From what I've managed to cobble together, he collapsed last night, his kidneys are failing/have failed, he's got fluid around his heart and his oxygen levels right now are only maxing out at around 70%. My grandmother is on her way up to hopefully see him one last time.

I don't know how much more I can take this year. I'm admittedly in a funk, and wonder who I pissed off in this, or a past life to have brought all this crap on me. And who my family angered, because this is the 3rd person in less than 2 years who we will have to bury.

I just can't stand it.

Just needed to whine a bit is all, I guess.

[JoitheArtist]

I'm so so sorry to hear that! I know this has been a really rough year for you. My thoughts are with you and your family!

[Aethian]

Oh my goodness Lupo. I'm so sorry.

[Rapscallion]

Whining? It's justified, so it's not whining. We're here.

Rapscallion

[fireheart]

Aw, that's really gotta suck Lupo.

*sends hugs*

[Primer]

hang in there

{{hugs}}

[blas]

Pfft, you're justified in venting, and we're all here to support you and listen.

Hang in there, Lupo!

[SG15Z]

Holy crap Lupo! Does shit just follow you everywhere or what? I'm so sorry, you really need a break from this crappy year.

[hinakiba777]

Oh God Lupo. THat is just horrible.

My thoughts and prayers are with you. It really isn't fair, but sometimes all your tragedy just focuses itself on one point in your life.
Just know we're all here for you.

[RootedPhoenix]

Lupo, I'm sorry.

I don't say that at all, but I really...oh *hugs you tight* I wish I wasn't so far away.
You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

[lupo pazzesco]

So, an update of sorts.

My grandmother has officially signed a DNR for my uncle. From what I can gather, he IS on life support, but that's only until as many family members that can, can get there to say goodbye. Should he crash, the doctors are to take no extra measures to save his life.

They expect he won't live more than 2 weeks. Given all the info I was given, I'll honestly be surprised if he lives to the end of this week.

And fucking hell, I managed to overdraw my account without realizing it! Now i get to go to my bank tomorrow and beg them to cancel all the fees. I've never overdrawn an account in all the years since I've had a bank account. Hopefully that counts for something.

For now...I crawl into bed and get ready for work tomorrow. fun fun fun.

[Bella_Vixen]

*many many hugs*

[Der Cute]

Lupo, I'm sorry to hear the news.

I hope things get better for you soon...*shakes fist*

Hugs,

cutenoob

[SG15Z]

*gives many more hugs*

[lupo pazzesco]

Fucking HELL!!!

Sweet fucking christ! I am related to a bunch of vampiric whorecorpses!!

My uncle is DYING!! His kidneys have failed. His liver is following. He's not gone yet, and at times, he regains consciousness! So, what happens? My other uncle, his BROTHER drives down with his shrew of a wife and they start calling dibs on his stuff!!

And WHY do they think they deserve his stuff? Because, supposedly, my sick and dying uncle molested their son when he was 3.



fucking liars!! His brother completely disregards the fact that he has Klinefelter's, with mild retardation. Long story short, my uncle's condition? Yeah, he doesn't really grasp WHAT sex is, and even if he DID, he doesn't have the fully developed organs to do ANYTHING!

fucking hell, what's WRONG with these people! they're descending on my grandmother to "support" her, but they're culling all the stuff they want in the process. They did it when my aunt died, offered to help clean out her apartment, while loading up with everything remotely of value. They even stole a ring my other aunt had given to her, which she wanted back for sentimental value, but they told her no dice, we saw it first?

Yeah, the last Harry Potter book was due out around this time, my aunt had pre-ordered it. THEIR son, (the one who conveniently remembered he was molested when he was 3?? Yeah, HIM) asked my grandmother at my aunt's FUNERAL if he could have the book, since my aunt wasn't going to be able to read it!

When my grandfather died, they made off with his trailer, a lot of his tools, and so on.

They're starting the vicious cycle again and my uncle isn't even dead yet!!

WTF!?!?!

I love my grandmother, but she keeps feeding them fuel, by letting them get away with it. And everyone says we can't distress her by bringing this up, but are we really doing any favors by keeping quiet about the poison they're injecting into our family?! Are we??

I don't know what to do. I don't know what to say, I just want to curl up and tell the whole world it can go fuck itself, but I can't. I found all this out when my cousin called me. She and I are close, and she was losing it, so she needed an outlet before she went home to her kids, who are too young to understand why mommy's shaking and crying and pissed off.

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!!!

and now, I go call her back. I told her I needed to get out of the laundry room, and get back to my home phone with unlimited long distance.

I also needed to rage here, since I have to work her out of her maelstrom and my getting pissed off and upset isn't going to help at all, just make things worse.