I've been having major issues with my health, especially since I overdosed in March. I took a Vicodin for pain before school on Monday, and while I was at school, I collapsed. I was taken by ambulance to the hospital. They told me I had pleurisy and the emotional stress from having a seriously ill child over the past week, plus personal drama with my boyfriend/exboyfriend/whatever he is agitated the condition.
The thing is, whenever I take any medication, even my prescribed anti-psychotics for my bipolar, my chest hurts and it hurts to breathe. I've told my doctors this. Their answer is always, "Your blood pressure is stable now, so take some more anti-inflammatory pills and then follow it with a percoset or vicodin. You should be fine."
But then I end up in MORE pain as my heart struggles to beat. I don't know why the test results come back negative, but I'm very, very scared. I can't live like this. Last night, I took what the emergency room doctor told me to take: Naproxen chased by vicodin, and my heart started hurting really bad. I went to bed while talking on AIM to someone and I was literally writhing in pain before passing out cold.
I don't even want to go to the doctor because they'll tell me the tests are negative and to take more pills.
Anyway, that's my rant. Thanks for being such good people.
The thing is, whenever I take any medication, even my prescribed anti-psychotics for my bipolar, my chest hurts and it hurts to breathe. I've told my doctors this. Their answer is always, "Your blood pressure is stable now, so take some more anti-inflammatory pills and then follow it with a percoset or vicodin. You should be fine."
But then I end up in MORE pain as my heart struggles to beat. I don't know why the test results come back negative, but I'm very, very scared. I can't live like this. Last night, I took what the emergency room doctor told me to take: Naproxen chased by vicodin, and my heart started hurting really bad. I went to bed while talking on AIM to someone and I was literally writhing in pain before passing out cold.
I don't even want to go to the doctor because they'll tell me the tests are negative and to take more pills.
Anyway, that's my rant. Thanks for being such good people.
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