*sigh* what an ass-tastic day it has been. The car is acting up again... making some horrible knocking noise that may be a rod getting ready to go... which means that we will be stuck car less once more...
Mom is ONCE again footing the bill since we have no money... and I feel like shit about it, cause it is stressing her out. But she still insists on doing it. Found out that the Beau's father broke his elbow today... and me... I was just getting ready to walk out the door to head to work... and I twisted my good ankle. Ended up having to call out from work cause I cannot put pressure on it. Not broken thank the gods, but sprained....probably. So I got to navigate the 26 stairs of vertical DOOM to my apartment with crutches tonight... not fun.... (( just to give you an idea the stair case is about a 60 degree angle... not fun when your body works perfect))
So I get to spend the weekend trying not to fuck up my now injured ankle... while adding stress to my bad ankle, which is already hurting from the added stress today. I'm going to have to try and settle for a job I don't really want, so I can get more hours and thus more $$ so we can buy a ((used)) new car, since this one looks like it is going to quit... plus we have to try and get our own insurance... which for me to get is going to get really expensive really fast since I am still under 21... even though my driving record is now flawless (had 1 speeding ticket when i was 16 that is now off my record) *knock on wood* And it is looking more and more like i won't be able to go back to school this Fall since I need to be working LOTS more... which just SUCKS, because if I wait too much longer I'll have to retake my English 101 AGAIN, before they will let me into 201. >< *cries*
Top it all off...after rent and bills we have about $30 for groceries until I get paid next week....
and the Ferrets need more food...so that leaves the people with.... $20 MAYBE.....
Ima go to bed now.... before I collapse into a complete pile of self pity....
Mom is ONCE again footing the bill since we have no money... and I feel like shit about it, cause it is stressing her out. But she still insists on doing it. Found out that the Beau's father broke his elbow today... and me... I was just getting ready to walk out the door to head to work... and I twisted my good ankle. Ended up having to call out from work cause I cannot put pressure on it. Not broken thank the gods, but sprained....probably. So I got to navigate the 26 stairs of vertical DOOM to my apartment with crutches tonight... not fun.... (( just to give you an idea the stair case is about a 60 degree angle... not fun when your body works perfect))So I get to spend the weekend trying not to fuck up my now injured ankle... while adding stress to my bad ankle, which is already hurting from the added stress today. I'm going to have to try and settle for a job I don't really want, so I can get more hours and thus more $$ so we can buy a ((used)) new car, since this one looks like it is going to quit... plus we have to try and get our own insurance... which for me to get is going to get really expensive really fast since I am still under 21... even though my driving record is now flawless (had 1 speeding ticket when i was 16 that is now off my record) *knock on wood* And it is looking more and more like i won't be able to go back to school this Fall since I need to be working LOTS more... which just SUCKS, because if I wait too much longer I'll have to retake my English 101 AGAIN, before they will let me into 201. >< *cries*
Top it all off...after rent and bills we have about $30 for groceries until I get paid next week....
and the Ferrets need more food...so that leaves the people with.... $20 MAYBE..... Ima go to bed now.... before I collapse into a complete pile of self pity....


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