Wish I were there...

[lupo pazzesco]

So, right now, my family is all gathered at a memorial for my Uncle, who passed away in June/July. (Can't remember the exact date, since we've lost a lot this year. Isn't that kind of sad...?) My grandma wanted to wait since today would've been his birthday.

Would've been nice to go home and see everyone, but mainly, I want to see my mommy. Not ashamed of that at all, despite my CW telling me that I needed to grow up sometime. Bitch.

So, blah to it all. I'm taking it all out on scrubbing my apartment, but for the most part, I'm not sure to describe how, exactly I'm feeling at the moment. Logically, I know I need some kind of closure, that's just human nature, but at the same time I also logically know he's gone, and that I wasn't even that very close to him.

I've said it before, I hate 2009. It needs to end, and 2010 better fucking treat my family and me better than we've gotten. So there.

Just think I needed to get that out. Random, and rambling, but there it is.

[Primer]

{{{hugs}}}

[Lil Bunny]

*raises beer to Lupo and others suffering through this year* Here's to us surviving and making 2010 the best year of our lives!

[tropicsgoddess]

*hugs* *hugs*

[lupo pazzesco]

Thanks guys. Memorial was supposed to be very simple. Just family getting together in the local casino. Uncle liked slots, so a simple speech was to be said, and grandma was to give everyone a dollar for the slots in his honor. Simple. Uncle was cremated after he died, so no wake or burial.

Haven't talked to anyone today regarding the memorial, so I don't know how it went. Next time I get down home I'll probably swing by the casino and play a round of slots myself in his honor, or something.

[persephone]

*huuuuuuuuugggggggggs*

Just so you know, there is absolutely nothing wrong with or childish for you wanting to see your Mommy. Hell, there are lots of days I want to see my momma and I haven't lived in the same STATE as her for years. It's a part of being a daughter or son and being close to your mother.

It's called being part of a family.

But some people don't have that kind of relationship with their and, while I personally feel sorry for people who aren't close to their families, it's not for everyone and that's their choice. But don't let anyone make you feel bad because you ARE close to yours.

[Keiara]

Moms are great for times like these. There is nothing wrong with you wanting to go home and see yours. That's what they're there for. As for your CW

[Der Cute]

Lupo,

Don't scrub so hard there's holes in the countertop. . It's totally ok to want to see your mom, especially having all the shit hit the fan this year. Hell, I'd be sprouting all gray if I'd had some of your things come my way!

It's totally OK to be pissed. My baseball bat is currently out of order, so would you like to borrow my taser or the cattle prod? Either one, as long as you promise to only zap, not maim.

Big squishy hugs, some home made pesto, and some extra attitude, for when you need it.

Cutenoob

[Hyena Dandy]

=( Not fun, not fun at all. I understand wanting to see your mommy now.

*sends positive energies*

[Evil Queen]

*many hugs and cookies*

Your coworker is a world class Twat Pumpkin.

I miss you too, by the way.

[lupo pazzesco]

EEEEEQQQQQQQ!!!

<SQUISHIEHUGS!!!!>

Miss you lots!!! Will be making travel plans soon, prolly start of Oct, after I finish clearing up all the drek from summer/early fall expenses and whatnot!

cooooookies. Om nom nom.

[Evil Queen]

*girlie squeal*

Dude, seriously, it's gonna be TONS of fun! I have to take you to Talin (the "world" market which is primarily asian/japanese fare) and remind me to take you for Sushi at Azuma's up in ABQ!