Hey all.
As you might have been able to tell from my last post here, things have not been going all that well lately. I had my vacation, which was WONDERFUL, but sadly did very little to deal with my overall stress load. Every day at work gets worse and worse (today CEO was busy insisting that our loyalty to the organization should come first in our lives), I'm still trying to cope with the fact that two of my best friends are moving, and my body has decided to react to the stress very badly (all I will say is "girly issues times ten), and that in turn has impacted my health further. I've been having a lot of headaches, the occasional brief dizzy moment, and just generally feeling out of sorts. To top it off, I've been having a recurring problem with my right eye--if it's exposed to sunlight in any form, it will go lazy and begin to close, sometimes giving me double vision. It's usually ok if I wear sunglasses in the day, but it got a good dose of sun the other day, and it's bothering me again.
There's not really any hope of things changing, but if they go on like this, I'm afraid I will begin to develop much more serious stress-induced health issues, and I don't really have the time or money to deal with that right now. The one positive glimmer right now is another vacation--my closest friends want to rent a family cabin (sleeps 8!) in the mountains in April, take a weekend, and just spend some internet-and-tv-free time together, hiking, playing guitar, reading, etc.
So...anyway. Any prayers or positive thoughts you can send up for me would be great. Just trying to hang on and sort things out...
As you might have been able to tell from my last post here, things have not been going all that well lately. I had my vacation, which was WONDERFUL, but sadly did very little to deal with my overall stress load. Every day at work gets worse and worse (today CEO was busy insisting that our loyalty to the organization should come first in our lives), I'm still trying to cope with the fact that two of my best friends are moving, and my body has decided to react to the stress very badly (all I will say is "girly issues times ten), and that in turn has impacted my health further. I've been having a lot of headaches, the occasional brief dizzy moment, and just generally feeling out of sorts. To top it off, I've been having a recurring problem with my right eye--if it's exposed to sunlight in any form, it will go lazy and begin to close, sometimes giving me double vision. It's usually ok if I wear sunglasses in the day, but it got a good dose of sun the other day, and it's bothering me again.
There's not really any hope of things changing, but if they go on like this, I'm afraid I will begin to develop much more serious stress-induced health issues, and I don't really have the time or money to deal with that right now. The one positive glimmer right now is another vacation--my closest friends want to rent a family cabin (sleeps 8!) in the mountains in April, take a weekend, and just spend some internet-and-tv-free time together, hiking, playing guitar, reading, etc.
So...anyway. Any prayers or positive thoughts you can send up for me would be great. Just trying to hang on and sort things out...


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