OK, I've been sick for about 3 weeks, now. The week before last I was running a high fever and feeling generally crappy. Went to the doc and he gave me Tamiflu, and I spent several days sleeping at my parents' house. Last week I was coughing so much I could hardly breathe, so I ended up back at the doctor's office. This time I saw a nurse practitioner, and she said I was borderline for pneumonia, plus I had an ear infection, and she gave me antibiotics (Biaxin, or clarithromycin) and an albuterol inhaler, and told me to get some Mucinex. Spent a few more days sleeping at my parents' house. Been on that about 9 days now (last dose will be Sunday morning). This week I was back at work, though I'm not completely better. Still coughing and I have no voice. I went back to the nurse practitioner today, just to check, and she said my ear is still a bit messed up, and my chest still sounds a bit tight. She gave me a second antibiotic, a different type (five days worth), and a prescription cough medicine/decongestant syrup called Rondec to take at night.
So, where am I going with this?
Taking medicine freaks me out. Especially antibiotics, for some reason. I guess because you always hear about people being allergic to them. I always have to read all the info to make sure I know what to expect if it's going to kill me. So of course I looked up the new antibiotic (Avelox, or Moxifloxacin) and read all the scary stuff. And I'm afraid to take it.
Why is this so stupid?
I have never had an allergic reaction to any drug, of any kind, ever. (Or anything else, except for the occasional bout of spring hay fever.) So why do I let this freak me out so much? I'm afraid I'm going to take it and spend the rest of the night waiting for my throat to close up or something. Or, you know, that it actually will close up. (Would not be the first time I've sat up at night waiting for this to happen. Of course, it never has.) I'm already feeling weird feelings in my throat...partly stress (this is one of my primary panic attack symptoms), partly post-nasal drip/coughing.
Someone slap me and make me get over this.
So, where am I going with this?
Taking medicine freaks me out. Especially antibiotics, for some reason. I guess because you always hear about people being allergic to them. I always have to read all the info to make sure I know what to expect if it's going to kill me. So of course I looked up the new antibiotic (Avelox, or Moxifloxacin) and read all the scary stuff. And I'm afraid to take it.
Why is this so stupid?
I have never had an allergic reaction to any drug, of any kind, ever. (Or anything else, except for the occasional bout of spring hay fever.) So why do I let this freak me out so much? I'm afraid I'm going to take it and spend the rest of the night waiting for my throat to close up or something. Or, you know, that it actually will close up. (Would not be the first time I've sat up at night waiting for this to happen. Of course, it never has.) I'm already feeling weird feelings in my throat...partly stress (this is one of my primary panic attack symptoms), partly post-nasal drip/coughing.
Someone slap me and make me get over this.




Drugs are good, Mmmmkay?
Don't know why this one is bugging me so much. I got over the last antibiotic after a couple doses.
If that wasn't the case, you wouldn't be taking it.
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