I can hold a grudge. Especally towards bullies and thieves. Yeah, I know I should let go, but hey, its hard to do, especally when people that hurt me basically get whatever they want and are perfectly happy, proves to me Karma really doesn't exist. Especally in my job, when more then once I been burned. I can remember for sure, two real regular customers, both real nice guys. Both stole from me. I caught them. Both were embrased, and didn't come back til months later. They beg me to let them back in, and they are super duper sorry and insert long list of reasons they had to steal that beer or porno magazine. Both times I said fine. Sure. Mistakes happen. I've done it too. I use to steal all the time when I was younger. I use to try to burn places down. (I was like 8....). Both times they were nice and fine and didn't do anything. Both both ended up stealing from me again.
But this isn't about idiot thieves. This is more personal. This is about one of my uncles.
This uncle isn't well liked by anyone in the family. Even his kids have a hard time liking him. First off, he use to be way over protected of his daughters. To the point where if they weren't in school, they had to be in his eye sight. He drank cough syrup like crazy. He did do alot of drugs, something mom blames herself for since she started him on it, but even then, he was crazy when he was a kid too, like killing small animals or spoiling all the food in the fridge by hiding it. A few times when mom didn't have a choice, I had to stay with him. While I hated him, and still do to this day, I did get to hang with my cousins Megan and Mikey, who are some of my favorite cousins. None of us had friends as it was, and we were all kinda the black sheep of the family, so we were pretty close. ..um. real close. Like.. yeah. Look. We were just kids, nothing bad, but we did do stuff we shouldn't have done. However, I did have to endure one thing at uncles house. After he got done with a long day of his work, (Where he was eventually fired for embezzlement and stealing drugs), he had to see his favorite show.
Live wrestling. The man made me and my cousin beat each other for his amusment. If we didn't bruise, or bleed, or loose teeth, or hair, it wasn't good enough and he would fight us. We were kids. He was a tall man with alot of musle and a sick perverse joy in hurting. So yeah, rather then feel his pain which would hurt, and we were scared to death that he would, well, kill us. So yay. We would beat each other hard until we bleed or bruise, or black out. Then at night, me, him and his sister would all cuddle up and hug under a blanket and try to figure out how to start the motercyle and drive to North Pole for Santa Claus.
Eventually Grandpa found out. He knew he was abusive, but he didn't know the excent. I learned later that grandpa threaten uncle if he ever did that to me again, it would be him and grandpa to fight, and grandpa had to remind him that he had beaten people to death in the war. Note, he said he do that if he did it to me, not anything to his kids.
Is it any shock that my younger cousin mikey is in prison? He went into a junvinle one when he was 15 for multiple armed robbriiess. Ones that I have no doubt in my mind his dad made him do. That both of his daughters have kids, as in more then one, before they hit 18?
The man is a thief. A liar. A sadist.
So then, I'm curious, as to why, especally since he such a money grubbing, thieving, lying sick sonofabitch, who I refused to talk to since the last time he threw me across the room by my hair because it was too long for him? (Unless I HAD too of course).
The man is sending me comics. Like OLD comics. Like from the 1960s and such. No letter. No mail. Just a big fat package from him, with tons and tons of comics, and a message from him on facebook asking if I got the comics.
I don't get it. I hate that man. I've talked to mom about it, and she has said what most family say about him. They /love/ him. But they sure don't like him.
Around the time grandpa was dying, and the family was visiting him as much as possible, me and another cousin asked him to come. We were in the back of the car, mom was driving. We asked for him to come because, well, grandpa was dying. He said no. We did typically teen thing, and asked again. The man punched the window nearly breaking it seemed, Ricky had to lock the door as a very pissed off uncle was attempting to rip the door open to strangle him screaming that he said no and he fucking meant it and he will fucking ram it down our throats. Mom took off, but didn't say much. Like it wasnt even a shock to her. Ricky and I were looking back and uncle was chasing us.
So, is he looking for forgivness from me? Why? I don't talk to him, I have nothing to do with him. Yet he keeps sending me packages of old comics. I can't even bring myself to sale them. I do love comics. But why me of all people? He sure as hell could make money off of them.
But this isn't about idiot thieves. This is more personal. This is about one of my uncles.
This uncle isn't well liked by anyone in the family. Even his kids have a hard time liking him. First off, he use to be way over protected of his daughters. To the point where if they weren't in school, they had to be in his eye sight. He drank cough syrup like crazy. He did do alot of drugs, something mom blames herself for since she started him on it, but even then, he was crazy when he was a kid too, like killing small animals or spoiling all the food in the fridge by hiding it. A few times when mom didn't have a choice, I had to stay with him. While I hated him, and still do to this day, I did get to hang with my cousins Megan and Mikey, who are some of my favorite cousins. None of us had friends as it was, and we were all kinda the black sheep of the family, so we were pretty close. ..um. real close. Like.. yeah. Look. We were just kids, nothing bad, but we did do stuff we shouldn't have done. However, I did have to endure one thing at uncles house. After he got done with a long day of his work, (Where he was eventually fired for embezzlement and stealing drugs), he had to see his favorite show.
Live wrestling. The man made me and my cousin beat each other for his amusment. If we didn't bruise, or bleed, or loose teeth, or hair, it wasn't good enough and he would fight us. We were kids. He was a tall man with alot of musle and a sick perverse joy in hurting. So yeah, rather then feel his pain which would hurt, and we were scared to death that he would, well, kill us. So yay. We would beat each other hard until we bleed or bruise, or black out. Then at night, me, him and his sister would all cuddle up and hug under a blanket and try to figure out how to start the motercyle and drive to North Pole for Santa Claus.
Eventually Grandpa found out. He knew he was abusive, but he didn't know the excent. I learned later that grandpa threaten uncle if he ever did that to me again, it would be him and grandpa to fight, and grandpa had to remind him that he had beaten people to death in the war. Note, he said he do that if he did it to me, not anything to his kids.
Is it any shock that my younger cousin mikey is in prison? He went into a junvinle one when he was 15 for multiple armed robbriiess. Ones that I have no doubt in my mind his dad made him do. That both of his daughters have kids, as in more then one, before they hit 18?
The man is a thief. A liar. A sadist.
So then, I'm curious, as to why, especally since he such a money grubbing, thieving, lying sick sonofabitch, who I refused to talk to since the last time he threw me across the room by my hair because it was too long for him? (Unless I HAD too of course).
The man is sending me comics. Like OLD comics. Like from the 1960s and such. No letter. No mail. Just a big fat package from him, with tons and tons of comics, and a message from him on facebook asking if I got the comics.
I don't get it. I hate that man. I've talked to mom about it, and she has said what most family say about him. They /love/ him. But they sure don't like him.
Around the time grandpa was dying, and the family was visiting him as much as possible, me and another cousin asked him to come. We were in the back of the car, mom was driving. We asked for him to come because, well, grandpa was dying. He said no. We did typically teen thing, and asked again. The man punched the window nearly breaking it seemed, Ricky had to lock the door as a very pissed off uncle was attempting to rip the door open to strangle him screaming that he said no and he fucking meant it and he will fucking ram it down our throats. Mom took off, but didn't say much. Like it wasnt even a shock to her. Ricky and I were looking back and uncle was chasing us.
So, is he looking for forgivness from me? Why? I don't talk to him, I have nothing to do with him. Yet he keeps sending me packages of old comics. I can't even bring myself to sale them. I do love comics. But why me of all people? He sure as hell could make money off of them.
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