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Or in which Lexia proceeds to eat her own tail to cope.
Lets see where to begin. Come home from a week long drama filled trip to texas to see family and friends. Get daughter re-adjusted to home schedule only to have her shots come up. Thats not so bad. What follows is. Mom calls to tell me not three days home that step dad has been admitted to hospital for heart attack or as one friend told me myocardial infraction correct me if necessary.
long drama behind that as my stepdad though I love him is a stubborn workaholic old man. grr. First thought oh crap I hope he is ok, second thought please dun let this push 9 months preg sis in law into labor. yeah nah its still all about her. More drama with her calling her mother - step dad's evil evil ex to rev things up some more. which is another story in which i will not relate here.
SO the next day, about saturday I get the whole story from mom, and am informed that its a quadruple bypass and surgery will proceed monday afternoon or tuesday morning so that all the chemicals they gave him can come out and his numbers can come down heart can rest etc. Yeah today ex wife visited which i wish stepdad had told to go the eff away because she just yells at everyone. I'm back home and can do nothing about this being 8 hours away in lousiana as this is in texas.
mom sends me a text today around 6/7pm saying surgery starts tomorrow at 11am. good yet bad.
meanwhile through all this mom has had lathroscopic surgery the previous monday and healing from that and this has made it worse for her in that her incisions have bruised and she HAS to stay home. she is spent, done, wants to care but cannot. no more drama. Step sister is just revving things up for all and I want to slap her but dare not as its not worth it. and me, not knowing how to deal as I KNOW there is nothing I can do, step dad is in good hands with the dr he has etc I just cannot deal.
SO in an effort to attempt to deal with this I bury myself in chores and giving attention to daughter until exhaustion....talking to friends in between and researching surgery procedures out of morbid curiosity as one of my uncles on my evil dad's side had heart surgery done.
thus why Lexia proceeds to eat her own tail as one would with a vacuum getting its cord caught up in the suction and wound up.
I have tried to take to heart my friends telling me its ok he will be ok etc....its just a blow to me that this 6'3 tall dude that was so strong and awesome and were it not for him i would have lost many cars (only lost two) and would be clueless when it comes to things...am now faced with just how bad in shape he really is....
oh yeah lets throw that stepdad smoked since...ever. yeah surprised he doesn't have emphysema by now.
(for the record I know what will mostly happen with the surgery and that he will be ordered to stop smoking.)
PM for details if you want cause let me tell you if it was this long of a post then the drama alone is...more.
sorry for length just...frantic
Lets see where to begin. Come home from a week long drama filled trip to texas to see family and friends. Get daughter re-adjusted to home schedule only to have her shots come up. Thats not so bad. What follows is. Mom calls to tell me not three days home that step dad has been admitted to hospital for heart attack or as one friend told me myocardial infraction correct me if necessary.
long drama behind that as my stepdad though I love him is a stubborn workaholic old man. grr. First thought oh crap I hope he is ok, second thought please dun let this push 9 months preg sis in law into labor. yeah nah its still all about her. More drama with her calling her mother - step dad's evil evil ex to rev things up some more. which is another story in which i will not relate here.
SO the next day, about saturday I get the whole story from mom, and am informed that its a quadruple bypass and surgery will proceed monday afternoon or tuesday morning so that all the chemicals they gave him can come out and his numbers can come down heart can rest etc. Yeah today ex wife visited which i wish stepdad had told to go the eff away because she just yells at everyone. I'm back home and can do nothing about this being 8 hours away in lousiana as this is in texas.
mom sends me a text today around 6/7pm saying surgery starts tomorrow at 11am. good yet bad.
meanwhile through all this mom has had lathroscopic surgery the previous monday and healing from that and this has made it worse for her in that her incisions have bruised and she HAS to stay home. she is spent, done, wants to care but cannot. no more drama. Step sister is just revving things up for all and I want to slap her but dare not as its not worth it. and me, not knowing how to deal as I KNOW there is nothing I can do, step dad is in good hands with the dr he has etc I just cannot deal.
SO in an effort to attempt to deal with this I bury myself in chores and giving attention to daughter until exhaustion....talking to friends in between and researching surgery procedures out of morbid curiosity as one of my uncles on my evil dad's side had heart surgery done.
thus why Lexia proceeds to eat her own tail as one would with a vacuum getting its cord caught up in the suction and wound up.
I have tried to take to heart my friends telling me its ok he will be ok etc....its just a blow to me that this 6'3 tall dude that was so strong and awesome and were it not for him i would have lost many cars (only lost two) and would be clueless when it comes to things...am now faced with just how bad in shape he really is....
oh yeah lets throw that stepdad smoked since...ever. yeah surprised he doesn't have emphysema by now.
(for the record I know what will mostly happen with the surgery and that he will be ordered to stop smoking.)
PM for details if you want cause let me tell you if it was this long of a post then the drama alone is...more.
sorry for length just...frantic
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