Grrr I don't like this!

[SengaKitty]

I woke up with a bad feeling, and I can't seem to shake it. it's my day off, the weather is pretty, but something is telling me that there is something not right in my world. I don't know what it is, but I really don't like it. I'd really like for this feeling to go away.

Someone I care about was supposed to be travelling today or yesterday, and I haven't heard from him in a couple of days. I can't say for sure that that's why I'm having this feeling. I just know that I've got knots in my stomach, and I feel like something is pressing on my chest, making it hard to breath. My heart is going back and forth between racing and moving too slow. I feel tears right behind my eyes.

Something is wrong with someone I care about. Something in my world is not right, not where it's supposed to be. I really wish someone would just come out and say "This is what's wrong." I'd rather know, and try to do something about it than sit around and wonder.

[ArcticChicken]

Man, I hate that feeling. For me it usually means there's something semi-important that I've been meaning to do, but forgot.

Have you tried to get in touch with your friend?

[SengaKitty]

They just texted me. They're not home yet... They'd lost their phone charger, so it's not him... I want to know what isn't right right now. I hate this feeling. I *know* something's wrong. I just don't know *what*

[ArcticChicken]

I hope you figure it out.

[SengaKitty]

The only thing I can assume it was was the phone conversation I ended up having with my mom yesterday. It was really rough, and hearing my mother practically begging me to have my tubes tied (I told her what the doctors said last year about it not being safe for my mental or physical health to get pregnant again) was one of the hardest moments in my life. The feeling was gone this morning, and no other explanation comes to mind?

[ArcticChicken]

That could well be it, sounds like a bad conversation. I'm glad the feeling's gone, anyway.