Breakdown

[Mytical]

Last night, I was woken up in the middle of the night by another of my fathers famous rantings. I'll spare the details of it. Already stressed about money, finding a job (the one I have being temporary), and having worked way too many hours in the last two weeks..I was not in a good way when I went into work.

Dead tired, I kept making stupid/silly mistakes. Getting names wrong, fouling up paperwork, etc. About two hours ago, I just broke down. Had to call the owner, who sent me home.

Yay, just what I needed..probably not going to get that referral after that display.

[Kara]

*hugs*

I'm sorry, Myt. Stuff happens, maybe it won't have any negative effects.

I understand. When I was working 2 full time jobs, I'd find myself suddenly standing in an aisle of the store I worked overnight, wondering what the hell I was doing there, since I was supposed to be working on the other side of the store. Don't know how many endcaps I sleepwalked into.

Then there were my sleep-induced mutterings on calls with customers at T-Mo during the day. I recall saying something about a bunny once. And I swear, though I don't know for sure, that I ended a call once with, "I love you."

What I can say from experience is that something, somewhere, has to give. I'm sure you already know that, and unfortunately, it's not always something in your power to change.

Wish I had something better to offer

[Food Lady]

I'm sorry. I don't know what to tell you, except that I've been there.

[Bright_Star]

That can happen when you're under a lot of stress. You'll be ok.

[teh_blumchenkinder]

I dunno... one bad day out of the awesome that you undoubtedly gave a man (who trusts you more than his own son)? I think you'll still get a referral.
if you feel the yen...
feel better soon.

[zombiequeen]

:hugs: I'm sure the job will go fine. I had a breakdown like that at the camp once and was sent home, and they kept me and I got a promotion the next summer.

[MoonCat]

You need a little "you" time...I know you've got a lot going on, but if you can take a couple of hours to just get out of the house, go for a walk, do something simple and quiet and don't think about anything, it might help you relax a bit. Doesn't have to cost money, or maybe just a bit for a cup of coffee someplace, where you can sit and people-watch and veg out for a little while.

Sorry I don't have anything better to suggest. Hope things get better soon!

[Food Lady]

I dunno... one bad day out of the awesome that you undoubtedly gave a man (who trusts you more than his own son)? I think you'll still get a referral. if you feel the yen... feel better soon.

I was thinking about you this afternoon, Myt, and this is what I thought.

[Mikkel]

I dunno... one bad day out of the awesome that you undoubtedly gave a man (who trusts you more than his own son)? I think you'll still get a referral.

Exactly, everyone can get ill. If it isn't an everyday occurrence, you should be fine.

[Akasa]

Awe Myst. You're so full of awesome how can you not get that referral? So you had an off day? You are under a lot of stress. As suggested go somewhere quiet and veg. Make a habit of it. Maybe go a park and swing on the swing set. I've always been able to veg on the swings once I got going.