Frankly very close just to giving up, life keeps kicking me when I am down..and I am loosing the will to keep fighting...
Tried to connect to work tonight, and couldn't .. despite being able (obviously) to connect to the internet normally. For FOUR hours I kept trying .. and trying .. and trying..but nothing..called their technical support crew..my lead.. etc..they claim it is on my end (my router) that I've had for about 3 months now..so they do not have to pay me for all the hours I have tried and failed to get into work. So I am getting ZERO hours tonight. This obviously can not keep up..no hours = no money..and that will mean I am homeless before long.
I try to do the right thing every day of my life. Generous, nice, gentle..and every opportunity it gets life kicks me in the nether regions. I am just so close to giving up all hope. I have a few bright lights still in my life, Marmalady, my friends..but I am just so tired of the fight. Health, finances, bad luck/karma/whatever. I just don't know what to do.
Tried to connect to work tonight, and couldn't .. despite being able (obviously) to connect to the internet normally. For FOUR hours I kept trying .. and trying .. and trying..but nothing..called their technical support crew..my lead.. etc..they claim it is on my end (my router) that I've had for about 3 months now..so they do not have to pay me for all the hours I have tried and failed to get into work. So I am getting ZERO hours tonight. This obviously can not keep up..no hours = no money..and that will mean I am homeless before long.
I try to do the right thing every day of my life. Generous, nice, gentle..and every opportunity it gets life kicks me in the nether regions. I am just so close to giving up all hope. I have a few bright lights still in my life, Marmalady, my friends..but I am just so tired of the fight. Health, finances, bad luck/karma/whatever. I just don't know what to do.
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