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Well, I should probably change that. It's not really a problem. It's just...lemme 'splain.
No, there is no time; let me sum up.
A few years back, I first discovered youtube and the joys of amv's (anime music videos). I used to just watch them, but when I discovered Windows Movie Maker on my comp, I started making my own. I started getting positive feedback on my amv's, and one friend in particular really liked them. She became one of my first subscribers and we talked infrequently on youtube.
Then we exchanged Yahoo accounts and started chatting there. It was really nice to chat with her, and it was double-cool because she was in a different country (Romania). I also met her bff, and I got inducted into their 'family.' Basically, their group of friends had given each other roles in a 'family' with my Pen Pal as the 'daughter' and her bff and bff's boyfriend as 'mom and dad.' I thought it was silly, but it was nice to become the 'little brother.' The funny thing is that I was the oldest. At the time, Pen Pal was 15-16 and her bff was 17.
So we chatted on, and joked around a lot, sometimes taking on the roles of siblings a bit too seriously in our chatting (we're really kinda stupid together
). But we do get serious and talk about important stuff, and generally, we're just really good friends.
Well, the other day, I ran into her online. What with the Air Force and stuff, our chats have been less frequent. We got to talking and everything, and I asked how things were over there. Now, over the course of the last year, she went out on her first date, I wished her luck, and eventually she had a bf. Then we didn't talk for a while. The next time we talk, she tells me her bf and her aren't doing well, but it's no problem. She tells me the same thing yesterday.
So as we're chatting, we start being pukey-cute again (basically we trade hug emotes and glomps etc. a lot). Anyway, I don't know what facilitates it but I mention, "You know, we talk like lovers sometimes."
I think I've screwed up and put my foot in my mouth, but then she responds with, "Yeah, I noticed that too." Then she adds, "I don't mind."
So as not to post the entire log here, she basically said she likes me...and I said the same. Now, it's never been anything platonic between us, especially since she's my sister's age (17). But to be honest, I really do like her. I just wanna know, am I wrong here? I looked it up and, legally, it's all right. But what I want to know is, should I pursue this?
No, there is no time; let me sum up.
A few years back, I first discovered youtube and the joys of amv's (anime music videos). I used to just watch them, but when I discovered Windows Movie Maker on my comp, I started making my own. I started getting positive feedback on my amv's, and one friend in particular really liked them. She became one of my first subscribers and we talked infrequently on youtube.
Then we exchanged Yahoo accounts and started chatting there. It was really nice to chat with her, and it was double-cool because she was in a different country (Romania). I also met her bff, and I got inducted into their 'family.' Basically, their group of friends had given each other roles in a 'family' with my Pen Pal as the 'daughter' and her bff and bff's boyfriend as 'mom and dad.' I thought it was silly, but it was nice to become the 'little brother.' The funny thing is that I was the oldest. At the time, Pen Pal was 15-16 and her bff was 17.
So we chatted on, and joked around a lot, sometimes taking on the roles of siblings a bit too seriously in our chatting (we're really kinda stupid together
). But we do get serious and talk about important stuff, and generally, we're just really good friends.Well, the other day, I ran into her online. What with the Air Force and stuff, our chats have been less frequent. We got to talking and everything, and I asked how things were over there. Now, over the course of the last year, she went out on her first date, I wished her luck, and eventually she had a bf. Then we didn't talk for a while. The next time we talk, she tells me her bf and her aren't doing well, but it's no problem. She tells me the same thing yesterday.
So as we're chatting, we start being pukey-cute again (basically we trade hug emotes and glomps etc. a lot). Anyway, I don't know what facilitates it but I mention, "You know, we talk like lovers sometimes."
I think I've screwed up and put my foot in my mouth, but then she responds with, "Yeah, I noticed that too." Then she adds, "I don't mind."
So as not to post the entire log here, she basically said she likes me...and I said the same. Now, it's never been anything platonic between us, especially since she's my sister's age (17). But to be honest, I really do like her. I just wanna know, am I wrong here? I looked it up and, legally, it's all right. But what I want to know is, should I pursue this?
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