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Okay this might sound a bit weird, but please bear with me.
I'm Ben, i'm from Germany and i never really had a real job, well, some summer jobs during school but nothing important enough to pay taxes. But i did spend the last 15 years working in slavery, umm i mean the family business.
I call it slavery because if it had been a job i would have gotten paid for it.
This plus other family related stuff has led to me not being able to have any job at all, because it makes me incredibly sick. Don't worry i'm in therapy, but reading this forum has made me remember a lot of the stuff that happened and well i need a place to vent some of it, because it helps me to get better.
For example i hardly remember anything from my early childhood, but only reading about your "adventures" has returned some memories, that help me understand why i am who i am today.
Yes i know a psychologic forum would help me better, but i really don'T want any advice on what i should do i just want somebody to know what happened.
I try to keep it only to the work related stuff, although i might go into family related stuff, mostly because for me it's one and the same. But if anyone wants to know how it is to grow up in a family of first class SCs i can tell you about it.
I hope this is ok with all of you, if not i'll just go back to lurking.
I'm Ben, i'm from Germany and i never really had a real job, well, some summer jobs during school but nothing important enough to pay taxes. But i did spend the last 15 years working in slavery, umm i mean the family business.
I call it slavery because if it had been a job i would have gotten paid for it.
This plus other family related stuff has led to me not being able to have any job at all, because it makes me incredibly sick. Don't worry i'm in therapy, but reading this forum has made me remember a lot of the stuff that happened and well i need a place to vent some of it, because it helps me to get better.
For example i hardly remember anything from my early childhood, but only reading about your "adventures" has returned some memories, that help me understand why i am who i am today.
Yes i know a psychologic forum would help me better, but i really don'T want any advice on what i should do i just want somebody to know what happened.
I try to keep it only to the work related stuff, although i might go into family related stuff, mostly because for me it's one and the same. But if anyone wants to know how it is to grow up in a family of first class SCs i can tell you about it.
I hope this is ok with all of you, if not i'll just go back to lurking.
Hey, we have two Gaspodes on the board! 
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