So after 8 months of working my tail off, giving my job everything I've got, and getting screwed up by my ADHD, asking for Employee Assistance multiple times (was told 6 months ago they didn't have a program...they do) and putting up with labor law violations because I like my boss....
Now he's hinting at firing me.
Yes, I'll admit I don't perform up to standards. Yes I've been screwing up. I have ADHD, but I wasn't the only one checking in the wrong rooms, thank you very much. Everyone was doing that (I still think it's a computer issue). I'm not the one swearing at other employees in the hearing of guests. I wasn't the one who got away with chatting on the (work) phone and playing around on the Internet while others picked up his slack for over 6 months.
Until recently nobody made any effort to see that I didn't go through a 8+ hour shift with no food and no chance to use the restroom. I still work different shifts on different days (we're talking about starting at 7am vrs starting at 3pm here) so I can't have a consistent sleep schedule.
They've basically (if unintentionally) done everything they can to wreak my body and mind, but now it's up to me to either get it in gear or find another job. Once again I get to be the village idiot. I've never succeeded at anything and now this.
I'm having some thoughts of just letting my train to work tomorrow hit me.
Now he's hinting at firing me.
Yes, I'll admit I don't perform up to standards. Yes I've been screwing up. I have ADHD, but I wasn't the only one checking in the wrong rooms, thank you very much. Everyone was doing that (I still think it's a computer issue). I'm not the one swearing at other employees in the hearing of guests. I wasn't the one who got away with chatting on the (work) phone and playing around on the Internet while others picked up his slack for over 6 months.
Until recently nobody made any effort to see that I didn't go through a 8+ hour shift with no food and no chance to use the restroom. I still work different shifts on different days (we're talking about starting at 7am vrs starting at 3pm here) so I can't have a consistent sleep schedule.
They've basically (if unintentionally) done everything they can to wreak my body and mind, but now it's up to me to either get it in gear or find another job. Once again I get to be the village idiot. I've never succeeded at anything and now this.
I'm having some thoughts of just letting my train to work tomorrow hit me.
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