There are some days where I honestly think that my work ethic will lead to my death...and today is definitely one. Thurs/Fri were my days off, and I spent the entire time running to the restroom to throw up every 15 minutes...I didn't sleep at all for 2 days. Saturday morning, I'm about to call in sick...when I suddenly realize, oh shit, I'm working a mid today, not a grave! I was 10 minutes late, made it in an hour late (luckily it was slow and my boss was cool, since even he thought I was on graves that night), but I was so damned sick and tired that I got sent home early anyway. I'd slept 2 hours on Saturday before I'd been woken up by my roommate, since I passed out on the couch.
Last night, I got 2-3 hours, as I'm still sick, but I wouldn't let myself call in since there were only 2 people on this morning until 3...and we're kinda busy right now. So here I sit, so dizzy, hungry, tired, and sick that I can barely stand, and I'm contemplating just jumping off the roof.
5 hours (tops) of sleep out of the last 85 or so, Khiras is a very unhappy camper. At least tomorrow I can call in if I need to and finally go see a doctor...someone, please, for the love of god, end my frigging life and put me out of my misery...
This sucks.
Edit: Btw, I should note that yes, I am considerate enough to not only stay the fark away from my staff, but also to spray disinfectant over everything I touch. I may be working myself to death, but I'm doing what I can to keep my staff healthy...
Last night, I got 2-3 hours, as I'm still sick, but I wouldn't let myself call in since there were only 2 people on this morning until 3...and we're kinda busy right now. So here I sit, so dizzy, hungry, tired, and sick that I can barely stand, and I'm contemplating just jumping off the roof.
5 hours (tops) of sleep out of the last 85 or so, Khiras is a very unhappy camper. At least tomorrow I can call in if I need to and finally go see a doctor...someone, please, for the love of god, end my frigging life and put me out of my misery...
This sucks.
Edit: Btw, I should note that yes, I am considerate enough to not only stay the fark away from my staff, but also to spray disinfectant over everything I touch. I may be working myself to death, but I'm doing what I can to keep my staff healthy...
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