A little under a year ago, I managed to get a new job. I was so happy about it. It was a job I'd wanted for a long time.
This past Friday, that dream was finally killed. It's been comatose for a long while, but it finally really hit home for me.
Friday night was my last time there. I'll probably be called up for some contract work here and there (clean out servers for sale, that sort of thing). But Friday was my last day as an employee.
I was surprised by how hard it hit me. A few of the people, I have no idea when I'll see them IRL again. I love them, and miss them already.
2011 was supposed to be one of the best years I'd ever had. Instead, it was one of the worst.
All I can do is work to make 2012 better, and try to learn whatever lessons I can from this year.
But that won't change missing that dream. It's gone now, and life has to resume.
This past Friday, that dream was finally killed. It's been comatose for a long while, but it finally really hit home for me.
Friday night was my last time there. I'll probably be called up for some contract work here and there (clean out servers for sale, that sort of thing). But Friday was my last day as an employee.
I was surprised by how hard it hit me. A few of the people, I have no idea when I'll see them IRL again. I love them, and miss them already.
2011 was supposed to be one of the best years I'd ever had. Instead, it was one of the worst.
All I can do is work to make 2012 better, and try to learn whatever lessons I can from this year.
But that won't change missing that dream. It's gone now, and life has to resume.
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