I take some serious insomnia meds. And I take a fairly serious dosage of them, one that would drop a mere mortal for several days but barely takes me down for 6 hours sleep.
I had to change docs early this year, due to my old one retiring. The new doc has decided that, despite my 12 years of records and reports, he wants to dramatically lower my levels over a month.
This means I have gone from having a script with 99 repeats, essentially a years supply, to having to see him every week. Medicare means the government pays for the visit, but it's damn inconvenient for me! And I suspect that, in another week, he'll try to deliver an ultimatum - either I go for another series of useless labs, or he'll stop my meds altogether.
I've tried everything outright of beating him over the head - I'm a long-term insomniac! I DO NOT SLEEP! Now shut up and just give me the damn scripts and let me get on with my life! These drugs work when nothing else has, so stop trying to solve an issue that I already know the solution for!
Really, it just infuriates me that he's going to want to reinvent the wheel for no good reason, other than to satisfy some perverted desire for complete control. There's no other reason to do this, at least not one that solves the problem for me.
Sorry - just needed to vent.
I had to change docs early this year, due to my old one retiring. The new doc has decided that, despite my 12 years of records and reports, he wants to dramatically lower my levels over a month.
This means I have gone from having a script with 99 repeats, essentially a years supply, to having to see him every week. Medicare means the government pays for the visit, but it's damn inconvenient for me! And I suspect that, in another week, he'll try to deliver an ultimatum - either I go for another series of useless labs, or he'll stop my meds altogether.
I've tried everything outright of beating him over the head - I'm a long-term insomniac! I DO NOT SLEEP! Now shut up and just give me the damn scripts and let me get on with my life! These drugs work when nothing else has, so stop trying to solve an issue that I already know the solution for!
Really, it just infuriates me that he's going to want to reinvent the wheel for no good reason, other than to satisfy some perverted desire for complete control. There's no other reason to do this, at least not one that solves the problem for me.
Sorry - just needed to vent.




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