Whiskey Tango Foxtrot?

[AccountingDrone]

I've been having some terrible baby fever lately, despite the fact I'm in no position to try. I don't know if it's because I know a lot of people who have been popping them out over the past few months or because I'm a woman in my late 20's, but it can be consuming. I can't even imagine how crazy I would feel if I couldn't have any, so I do feel bad for the woman...but that's no excuse to be a flaming bitch to everyone! The woman needs to get over herself; I'm convinced that most everyone is going through something painful in life, but that doesn't given everyone the right to run around and act like assholes to everyone else.

Like other people on this board, I have dealt with cancer [twice] chronic illness [i am diabetic, and just this past summer developed serious cardiac issues] and am disabled [i have 3 different forms of joint problems, in essentially every joint south of my waist *except* my ankles I think mother nature forgot and my ankles will go soon ] and got laid off this past spring and am essentially unemployable [i need to telecommute, and jobs telecommuting right out of the starting gate are impossible to find]

I have friends who are amazed I haven't packed it in and shot myself, or am medicated into oblivion for depression ... instead I am trying to figure out how I can get a degree in something where I can self employ.... sure I medicate the hell out of myself for pain ... and I have really bad days when nothing works, but I try to be nice to everybody. Certainly I would love to not hurt, and be able to actually walk without crutches or a cane ... but it isn't happening.