Official CS blanket fort

[RootedPhoenix]

How...how...how does he not know...it..just...I...don't...what.

ARGH.

*hugs the crap out of you and gives you many cookies*

[Mishi]

*Hugs R_P and shares coffee to dunk cookies in* I have more Tim Tams to share, Dark Choc this time. I want a pony and (another) puppy too! And some alpacas, and some chickens, and some goats and and and *sighs* Why isn't there a CS Farm?

I don't know, I just don't know. I guess part of it is because I hid it as much as I could. I was raised to believe that all illnesses are of demonic origin, and then when I was a bit older my mother threatened me with being locked in a mental hospital for the rest of my life, saying that she had the contacts to do so. He was also dealing with his own problems, and I never told him because I thought he'd okay'd it, so what's the point of whinging?

Now I don't know why I took so long to cut contact and why I thought I was the bad guy.

[MoonCat]

So, on Monday morning I figure I'll be awakened by
1) the neighbors lighting firecrackers...around 9 am
2) the neighbors' kids screaming their brains out....as usual
3) the kids' mother screaming HER brains out...also as usual
4) all their friends/relatives/ex-cellmates coming to visit for the holiday
5) all of the above

(checks ibuprofen supply...yep, I'm good)

[Eisa]

-snorgles everybody with love-



I don't want to admit my anxiety is as bad as it is, but it is. FFS, I can't even call people I KNOW. Like--people I have literally known for 5+ years. Who I am friends with. Nope. Can't call. Too anxious and caught up in what-ifs. WTF.

Also, July 14-August 24 are coming up and I don't like EVER thinking about that period of time ever again, please.

-dives into a snuggly corner- I don't want to live here anymore. I want to run away. I want a puppy. I want a fluffy cat. I want a penguin. I want a llama. I want a million stuffed animals. I want a lifetime supply of chocolate. I want to be at least 30 pounds thinner. I want to be pretty. I want to have a proper job and not freak out about it all.

I don't think any of those are happening anytime soon.

[Cazzi]

I just want to cry & cry

[Midnight12]

offers hugs to all

made the mistake of watching all dogs go to heaven with the family when they came to visit for monday on the 4th
oh i bawled....finally... kept saying when charlie said goodbye isn't forever that he is a liar

[DGoddessChardonnay]

Group Hug time . . .

Where's the Tums? I ate too much between the lasagne, salad and breadsticks I just brought home from Olive Garden and now I don't have any room for any lemon meringue pie.

[Mishi]

*Joins in the group hug* So freakin' tired, nightmares all night.

[RootedPhoenix]

I just want to cry & cry

I feel the same way.

There's a j-pop song I listen to that asks (something like) "I just want to cry. Is crying okay? I want to cry until my tears completely dry up."

Dramatic? Of course. But, you know, sometimes, that's how I feel.

*offers hugs and cookies and fruit to everyone* Fruit is good stuff.

[CaroPhoenix]

I've been having dreams about attending funerals/wakes at baseball stadiums. I want it to end!

I'm lethargic.

I've also had to put eye drops in Child Rum's eyes today. And tomorrow. And she fights me. I'm going to have to call in reinforcements for this tomorrow as Mr. Rum goes to work.

Can I hide somewhere? Please?

[AnaKhouri]

I have been having some health problems that are so vague they could be due to something relatively minor or something really, really bad, and of course my brain is fixated on the really, really bad. I see the doctor Friday (but I have a feeling at least of these problems will require a referral to another specialist). Argh.

[Kanalah]

Had to take daughter into the hospital again today because the pain medicine they gave her for her tooth extraction made her not poop. So I had to hold a squirming, screaming near 5 year old down again.

[Eisa]

I didn't wake up until 2:30 p.m. today. Way to feel like a pathetic lazy-ass. -sighs- -snorgles fluffy creatures-

[dragon_wings]

*hugs to all*

I had to wait for an hour for the bus tonight. With my ice cream. Here's to hoping it's not soup when I get home.

[BeenThereDoneThat]

Probably one of the suckiest Independence Days I can remember, especially since on July 4 in 2010 I was on the Capitol Mall in Washington DC waiting for the fireworks to begin, and starting my 5 days trolling the area to sightsee and meet with friends and just have fun. It was awesome (though sickeningly hot and humid). This year I got up at 2 PM or so because I couldn't make myself get out of bed earlier, did some stuff on the computer, showered, ate dinner and then went to work hoping it would be an easy 4 hours...nope. It was nonstop. Only 2 furniture-trained CSR's on the floor as one person called out (she did have a good excuse, apparently her husband was in some kind of accident today, hope he's OK). So we had calls in queue for up to 20 minutes at a time. I didn't actually leave there until about 11:30 when I was supposed to leave at 10.

*sending everybody squishy hugs* I'll come back tomorrow with some goodies...just don't make it too hot in there, 'k? It's always freezing at work and broiling in my house...at least to me, probably because of my age. Bleh.