Thank you and I'm sorry

[Kanalah]

Yay my bunnies are back!

We have a pair of wild bunnies that call my neighborhood home. No clue where the warren is, but they like to hang out in my front yard and eat clover. We call them Fiver and Hazel.

I'm hoping they're a good luck sign because next week is going to be rough. Prayers and good wishes would be very appreciated.

[Elspeth]

Sending you may good thoughts and hugs

[Kanalah]

Finally getting the last of the toy store story typed up.

Man that felt cleansing.

[Bardmaiden]

Finally getting the last of the toy store story typed up.

Man that felt cleansing.

Sometimes getting things out of your system makes you feel bad while you are doing it but when you have said and done it, it can make you feel a bit better.

[Kanalah]

First night of this difficult week went alright. The cat never left my side overnight, and this morning saw Fiver across the street and Hazel right by the front door eating leaves off my landscaping.

[Kanalah]

Well my premonition that this week someone would get hit by a car was right.

Not one of the kids- thank god. We found Fiver this morning when I was taking daughter to school. Poor little bun-bun.

[Crossbow]

Awww. I'm sorry, Kanalah. I keep worrying about the stray cats that live around my house getting hit as well. I wish we could do more, but there's only so much you can do...

[Pedersen]

I am so sorry, kana. It's terrible to see when that happens.

[Kanalah]

We had a little mini funeral for him. These two rabbits have been eating clover in my front yard for the past 3 summers, they're almost family.

I am very relieved that it wasn't my son. He loves to run across the driveway at daughter's school without looking and people whip through there, not realizing it's a school.

[Kanalah]

I guess I'm off for a while. I'm tired and sad and just want to sit and cry.

[Der Cute]

I'm sorry you're feeling down. use our advice on how to pick it up a bit, and we're here when you're ready.
Bun-bun now has a field full of clover, a great furnished den, and so much space without predators it's silly!

[Kanalah]

I've been trying my best here.

Very few people know that hubs is out of town this week. He comes back tomorrow.

He's my world and he keeps me grounded and makes sure that I relax.

This week I haven't been able to eat or sleep. I am so worn down it's not even funny. I'm so stressed out that my hair is falling out. I desperately want to take a hot bath, but I know I'll fall asleep in there and drown. And now I need to make sure that my kids are getting their pj's on. It takes 45 minutes to an hour of screaming to get them in bed because they only listen to daddy and not me.

I want to sleep for a week, and I have a show on Saturday that's in a town an hour away.

[Dasota]

*Many Hugs Kana*

Feel free to poke me here or on FB. You're never a bother.

[DGoddessChardonnay]

Kanalah, please hang in there . . . you've been doing so well so far.

We all have slumps . . . but things don't stay that way forever. They have a way of looking up.

If you need a break, we understand that. But also remember, you have friends here who care about you. We want to know you're okay and we want you to keep posting.

We are family here at CS and you are as an important part of that family as any of us.

[Kanalah]

I think today I just need to sit and cry.

Both kids are being brats, and hubs thinks it's funny that they're disrespectful towards me.