My mother. (REALLY Long)

[Mishi]

The one thing I don't worry about is her getting custody of the kids, it does sound like something she'd try to do though. Somewhat unwittingly I managed to marry into a family that is both well connected and very adept at court battles. They are a good family despite my M-I-L being a pain, at least she's a well-meaning pain

Also I don't have any problems with poly relationships, it's the just way that she says it that gets under my skin. That's why my brother in law, my husband and their mates tend to camp it up when my family visit.

One of the first rules Hubby and I made before we had kids: My Mother is to never be left alone with them... EVER!

Hubby actually got angry with her because she moved the knives to where the kids could get to them and left cleaning chemicals within the kids reach.

@Indigo: My paternal grandmother was like that, I hated her with a passion and still do even though she's been dead for 12 years. I don't want my kids to hate my mother, which is why I let her be around the kids. She had seemed to mellow a lot, but now with some of the things she said to my siblings and my dad, I don't want her damaging my kids.

Thanks guys, I was worried that it was an over the top knee-jerk reaction, but re-reading what I wrote and your answers reminds me why I moved out as soon as I could.

[Seshat]

Warning: my style in advice is sometimes a bit on the sarcastic-humour side. In spoken form, it's said lightly, and with a smile. Please assume that!

While I was too sick to protest my mother:
- Rearranged my lounge
- Rearranged my kitchen (ie. my meditation/sacred space, which I had informed her about)
- Cleaned out my laundry
- Made the kids feel bad for not meeting her standards (Which I stopped.)
- Told me that I'm not a proper Christian
- Kept trying to boss our dogs around.

The first three could be well meant, if annoying.
The last three are just plain rude. (Presuming that you want to be a 'proper Christian'.)

"Um, Mishi, you're going to be angry but she's been saying to us that you're a really bad mum. I yelled at her because I think you're awesome, but it's only fair that you know."

She's saying this behind your back; to your brother. What else is she saying behind your back?

- Attempted to brainwash me with her beliefs (ie. demons are out to get me, Wiccans will try to slaughter me and pagans are worse).
- Fasted and locked herself in her room reading her Bible and praying, leaving me to watch two small children while attempting to get an education.
- Left bruises after 'disciplining' me for talking back (asking valid questions, disagreeing with her views or interpreting the Bible differently.)
- Will not back down from an argument until the other person is crying and admitting they are wrong, begging for forgiveness.
- Told me constantly that I'm silly, stupid, manipulative, selfish, jealous, petty, cruel, over-reacting and that she wasn't sure that keeping me had been a good idea.
- Told me everytime that I 'played up' that she would have me committed and that I wouldn't get out.
- Any day that was stressful, drank a bottle of wine and passed out on the couch in front of her kids. (She's a light-weight drinker, but it's still a bad example)
- Brought home strung-out druggies because that's what Jesus would do. (Yes, but I don't think He would have deliberately endangered children to show everyone how awesome He is.)
- Thinks I have had sex with every friend I have, regardless of gender.
- Thinks I'm in a poly relationship because my B-I-L lives with us, as he can't afford to live elsewhere on an apprentice wage.
- Taught me that if I dress in a certain way, I'm asking for trouble.
- Wiggling one's bum/hips while dancing is wrong.
- Pop culture is evil.

Do you want this done to your children?

Actually, in the case of neglect, emotional abuse, and of beating you to bruising, that's child abuse.

Leaving the children in her care (in the care of someone with a history of abuse) could be deemed abuse on YOUR part. I suggest getting advice from the police, at minimum, in that regard.
In the meantime, never leave the children in her care - make sure that the person caring for them when she's in the house knows she's not to have sole care of them no matter what.

(PS: what's wrong with being thought to be in a poly relationship? )

and keeps trying to forcefully convert my munchkins

Do you want that for your children?

The trade-off is that my house is an easily cleanable mess sometimes, well, a lot of the time.

Shock! Horror! News at Eleven! A house with children in it is not a perfect Home Beautiful photo shoot at all times!

Ahem. Mess is normal.

Is the place kept to a decent standard of hygiene? Are the kids protected from knives, household chemicals, old food scraps, and other hazards?

Then you're fine.

The kids have problems? Shock! Horror! News at Eleven!

Their doctor is aware of it, keeping track of it, you and the doctor and potentially teachers/etc are working on it. You're fine.

The worst bit - My mother is an occupational therapist, which means that despite all my history with her, deep down I wonder if she could be right.

Gee. My occupational therapists never told me they're God.

Your mother is not Inherently Right. It doesn't matter what profession she has, or what she taught you as she was raising you. She's a person. She's fallible. She doesn't have all the information - and she doesn't have the right to decide how you raise your children.


You have the right - even the responsibility - to set boundaries. You get to tell her 'you may/may not do these things with the children'.

If she fails to respect those boundaries, you have the right - even the responsibility - to protect your children from her.

I'm an aunt. I love my niece and nephew. And I disagree with some of the things their parents are doing. But since their parents are not actually doing anything harmful, I'll respect their decisions and keep my silence - at least until the kids are adult. Your mother - in my opinion - should be doing the same.

Oh, sure, once the kids are adult, I'll give them the info to make their own adult decisions about the issues where I disagree with my brother. Adults are fair game! But the kids are NOT mine to raise; unless they're actually in danger.


Annnnyway: the point is that you have many reasons to restrict her access to your children and to lay firm boundaries with her. Put those boundaries in place.

If she respects the boundaries, and you have reason to believe she is not going to be emotionally, physically or neglectfully abusive to the children, then cautiously relax your supervision.

If not, supervise all visits. And if necessary, cut off ties.


Because of the history of abuse and neglect, I would DEFINITELY be getting professional advice. Talk to police, talk to your doctor! In fact, your doctor may be a great resource.
Make sure he knows this is a prevention thing - he's a mandatory reporter (ie, if he suspects current abuse, he has to report it) - so you don't want him getting the idea this is a current problem. But he's probably got access to all the resources you need, and contact numbers for people who can help you assess the risks and how recovered your mother truly is.


I think your biggest decision here is going to be the safety of your children. Get professional help, and keep them safe.

[Indigo]

My first question is what do you think is best for yourself, hubby, and the kids?

If your mother's behavior is adversely affecting your children and you it may be necessary to cut off non-essential contact with her.

Second question - if contact is continued, do you think her behavior may escalate towards you and the kids? How long are you willing to tolerate it before you say enough is enough?



The reason I ask is because my mother's incubator (as we call her) was highly abusive towards her while she was growing up. After my mom had us kids, she was willing to let bygones be bygones and let her see us kids. (No clue how she did that, she's a bigger woman than I am though)

Cue 16 years of her telling us kids that our mother was an unfit parent, trying to gain custody of us once when my older bro and I were babes; after I turned 16, telling my mother she was going to try again to take me and my younger bros; buying us things and telling us that our mom was horrible because she didn't buy us those things; taking us around relatives who were known child molesters and telling us not to tell Mom.

We moved to another state and didn't tell anyone and I have not had contact with her since then and I will never allow my future children near her. It took the second attempt at custody that made my mom finally leave. She couldn't afford the court battle and felt that she had given more than enough chances and she wasn't going to risk us anymore.

[Mishi]

I have a huge favour to ask all of you: Do you think that it is a good idea for me to cut all non-essential contact with my mother? My siblings are old enough and have the support network they need if she tries to take it out on them, and my dad is the only one I worry about her hurting over it.
Why am I asking for anonymous people's opinions on the internet? Well, my husband suggested it as he thinks he's too close to the situation to give unbiased advice. Although, you guys are only getting one side of the story so that makes any advice biased, there's no way I'm ever letting my mum know of this website's existence.

This past week she's been visiting us, and the kids and I have had gastro, so I REALLY appreciated her doing some of the housework so that I could concentrate on looking after the kids and getting better myself. On the (two) nights where I was too sick to provide adequate care, I sent the kids to their other grandmother as they were well enough, and my husband didn't think he could handle everything himself. Now I don't always get along with my M-I-L, but she's really good with the kids and they love her.

While I was too sick to protest my mother:
- Rearranged my lounge
- Rearranged my kitchen (ie. my meditation/sacred space, which I had informed her about)
- Cleaned out my laundry
- Made the kids feel bad for not meeting her standards (Which I stopped.)
- Told me that I'm not a proper Christian
- Kept trying to boss our dogs around.

So, I ignored the bad and I thought all this housework was an attempt to re-connect and re-build our rather rocky relationship. I said as much to my brother when he called and his response: "Um, Mishi, you're going to be angry but she's been saying to us that you're a really bad mum. I yelled at her because I think you're awesome, but it's only fair that you know." I was gutted.

This woman wasn't a proper mother to me, is mean to her grandkids and then has the gall to say that I'm a bad mum?

Background:
My mother was/is a fanatical 'Christian' intercessor, which means she:
- Homeschooled me until she got sick of arguing with me.
- Attempted to brainwash me with her beliefs (ie. demons are out to get me, Wiccans will try to slaughter me and pagans are worse).
- Fasted and locked herself in her room reading her Bible and praying, leaving me to watch two small children while attempting to get an education.
- Left bruises after 'disciplining' me for talking back (asking valid questions, disagreeing with her views or interpreting the Bible differently.)
- Will not back down from an argument until the other person is crying and admitting they are wrong, begging for forgiveness.
- Told me constantly that I'm silly, stupid, manipulative, selfish, jealous, petty, cruel, over-reacting and that she wasn't sure that keeping me had been a good idea.
- Told me everytime that I 'played up' that she would have me committed and that I wouldn't get out.
- Any day that was stressful, drank a bottle of wine and passed out on the couch in front of her kids. (She's a light-weight drinker, but it's still a bad example)
- Brought home strung-out druggies because that's what Jesus would do. (Yes, but I don't think He would have deliberately endangered children to show everyone how awesome He is.)
- Thinks I have had sex with every friend I have, regardless of gender.
- Thinks I'm in a poly relationship because my B-I-L lives with us, as he can't afford to live elsewhere on an apprentice wage.
- Taught me that if I dress in a certain way, I'm asking for trouble.
- Wiggling one's bum/hips while dancing is wrong.
- Pop culture is evil.
/Background

She is a lot more tolerant than she was, but she still believes that God speaks directly to her, that she can do hands-on healing, receives prophetic dreams and keeps trying to forcefully convert my munchkins. I find it offensive as my husband and I believe that religion should be a free choice. We'd like our kids to be like us, but they are very young individuals and I think she should respect that.

Is it any wonder that my parenting style is the opposite of hers?
I think I am a great mother! My kids have wonderful self-esteem/body image, great manners, find it easy to make friends so far, and are advanced in many developmental areas. My girls do have two weak areas, the eldest has a slight speech problem but the doctors aren't worried and she's getting better in leaps and bounds. Hell, she's mistaken for a short 6-7 year old with a lisp by most people! My youngest isn't keen on walking. She can do it, but she gets frustrated about not being fast enough. Also getting better with encouragement, and the doctors aren't worried. I help them to be polite, well-behaved, fun-loving, friendly children, which does mean that when they aren't listening and may hurt themselves or others I warn them, then smack them, but only lightly with an open hand on their bottom. I never talk down to them and I never make them cry with cruel words. JazzyBee is old enough to talk most things out and has a near eidectic memory, so she's a really easy, happy kid. Bubbles is also an easy-going, logical kid that is always happy. The trade-off is that my house is an easily cleanable mess sometimes, well, a lot of the time. Also, I may appear to be online a lot of the time, but that's because I tend to walk away from my computer and forget about it.

The worst bit - My mother is an occupational therapist, which means that despite all my history with her, deep down I wonder if she could be right. Although, with all the nonsense she has come up with about what's 'wrong' with the girls, I do question her professional capabilites.

Thanks to whoever manages to dredge through all this muck, and I'm very sorry for dumping it here. If it's inappropriate for this site, please move it to Fratching.