Human Pinata, or How to Be a "Man."

[sportsmom]

Jester, I am so sorry for your loss. You and TD will be in my thoughts and prayers.

Hopefully they will get what they need to put the fucker away for a very long time.

[Eireann]

That is just too much.

My bet is, TD was getting her act together to really leave him, so BB decided he'd show her a thing or two.

He won't get away with this. He already has a record with the police. They are well aware that he beat her almost senseless and left her outside; that he was stalking her and the friends who were trying to support her; that even though she went back to him, she was at least paying lip service to the idea of leaving him for good.

Well, now she HAS left him for good. And he's looking at a long prison stretch.

Now, BB isn't going to be facing a beaten, easy-to-manipulate woman in court. He's going to be facing the STATE. And he can't talk his way around the state and convince it to drop the charges. It's not going to happen. For the first time in his life, BB is going to face the music. I can only imagine how popular he's going to be in prison, when the other inmates discover what he's done.

Jester... there is absolutely nothing I can say or do to ease the pain, and I hate that more than I can say. Maybe I'll post some poems here later, if you like.

[crazylegs]

Allow me my moments of melancholy and grief, please.

Jester, you may have whatever moments you so choose.

My thoughts are with you and TDs family. Judging by what you have said I don't think BB will get away with this even if the police can't do anything.

Judging by the response of people who have mostly only known her through you and the postings on this thread I am sure she has touched a huge number of people in her short life.

[Jester]

"though it hurts me...
way deep inside...
when I took a look...
and found that you're not there...
I tried to convince myself...
that the PAIN...
the PAIN is still not gone...
but still I drive...
down...
this lonely lonely road...
oo I got this feeling...
girl I gotta let you go...

'cause now youve got to fly...
fly to the angels...
heaven awaits your heart...
and flowers bloom in your name...
you've got to fly...
fly to the angels...
all the stars in the night...
shine in your name..."

My apologies to all of you and to Slaughter.....but it fits.

Allow me my moments of melancholy and grief, please. Even if they are set to an overdone power ballad from the nineties.

Sometimes even overdone power ballads can hit home.




And NOW suddenly I understand why their was fog last night!

I have not seen fog in Key West in years. It is a rare event. Last night was pea soup. Not the first tragic death down here marked by a bizarre fog bank either.........

[Jester]

Thank you everyone for your support, whether you wrote or not.

Tonight was....well, horrible.

After I posted earlier, I went out to the movies to get my mind off things, or try to. Saw Cloverfield. Excellent movie. Go see it. Unless you are scared easily....because it will screw you up.

Then I went to a bar. And to my credit, did not completely crawl into the bottle.

Not completely.

Came home, and started reading messages. And when I ready Mysty's PM, I started breaking down. And have been weeping periodically since.

And I don't cry. Man, what a bad month for someone who doesn't cry, huh? (Is there a smiley that is both laughing and crying? Anyone? Anyone? Bueller? Bueller?)

Been listening to various depressing songs, especially Candlebox's Far Behind.

Whether this is suicide or not, justice will be done. Have faith, Jester.

I have faith that justice WILL be done. The only question now is whether it is by the police and the courts....or by others. I am not the only person in town who is furious about all this. I am not even close to being the only one. BB's best bet is to get put away in prison for life. I know too many people who are too pissed off and are too violent and own too many weapons.

Fucker. I hope they release him. He deserves nothing better than a slow and horribly painful death. Preferably over several days.

Once again, I raise my glass in a toast to prison gang rape. I think I will get many to join me yet again.

By the way, I would post both her name (to honor her) and his name (to revile him), but I do not want to in any way take a chance in screwing up the court case against him. Just know that in not meeting her, you have missed out on meeting a truly sweet girl. I am the better for having known her.

Today is a day I could very easily overlook police brutality.

Raise your glasses with your favorite drink, folks....in honor of Tiny Dancer. Whatever her flaws, she never deserved this.

Cheers to you, babe. Cheers to you. :crying:

[MadMike]

Oh shit...

That's all I can think of to say.

[Kusanagi]

You have my number. Call me.

[XCashier]

Jester, I am so very sorry. I can only imagine the rage, grief and pain you must be going through. You are also in my thoughts and prayers.

[Amethyst Hunter]

Son of a bitch.

I'm so very sorry.

[Becks]

Wow.

I'm in shock.

My prayers, of course.

[Der Cute]

TD, rest in peace, and when you're up there, snuggle with my old kitties, Pooky and Bitty. I'm sure you could use some love and I know they're needing some too.

Whether this is suicide or not, justice will be done. Have faith, Jester.

Cutenoob

[Bella_Vixen]

I am in shock.



{prayers}

[Saydrah]

I'm so sorry. You can't save everyone. As I said in messenger, don't beat yourself up- your niece needs all the love you can muster up to give right now as she recovers from her surgeries.

*HUGS*

Taking a few minutes of silence to remember her (though I didn't know her) and wish her well on whatever journey the parts of us that are not physical undertake after death.

[Talon]

I'm sorry about your friend Jester.

Regardless of how she died, I hope she finds the peace in death she never found in life.

[Lil Bunny]

Oh Christ.

Jester, I don't even know what to say. Hell, I don't think there are words to express what I'm feeling right now.

If you need some hugs/good vibes sent your way, I'm on it. Becareful ok?

Oh, am praying for her as asked. Forgot that point.